Sunday, January 31, 2010
♥ 11:44 PM
I WANT TO SING
UNTIL I AM LOST IN YOUR LOVE
TILL I'M FOUND IN YOUR PRESENCE
WORSHIPPING BEFORE YOUR THRONE
MOVE BY YOUR SPIRIT
ENTERING INTO YOUR FLOW
HOW PRECIOUS THIS MOMENT
LORD I WANT YOU TO KNOW
IT'S YOU, YOU WHO HAVE WON MY HEART
TAKEN ME INTO YOUR ARMS
COMFORTED ME LIKE A FRIEND
YOUR LOVE
SURROUNDED ME FROM THE START
I NEVER WANT TO BE APART
FROM YOU EVER AGAIN
Saturday, January 30, 2010
♥ 9:30 PM
i think it's going to be a hard hard road down working. bleh. more patience, more acceptance. GOD!!! HELP ME! vulgarities, smoking, clubbing.... oh man....
Thursday, January 28, 2010
♥ 9:37 PM
Whoo! I love shopping! for now. HAHAHA!
Went shopping with sheryl the past two days. ooh.. i just realised sheryl's name is very close to jeryl. haha! anw, it's been like forever since i last shopped and i gotta say," I FEEL LIBERATED!" hahahahaha! I've never bought so many awesome stuff in 2 days before. spent like $300? there goes my tuition fees. lol. anw, i bought two shoes, 1 black converse for work, and 1 damn cute Vans. Finally bought my new year clothes. kinda low but interesting and cool(: and this is the 1st time in my life i wanted to buy like 4 shoes in a row!!! it's so difficult to hold it back once the urge is there. bleh~ apart from the 2 above, there's this limited edition converse which is SUPER NICE! but it's $170+ (which i dont mind buying if i can wear for work) then there's this "this is not a shoe" which is WHOO! that, im gonna buy. but not now. hee hee. oh oh!! and i G Masked my iPhone so now it's AWESOME. Whee~
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
♥ 2:14 PM
oh! I left out one very important other thing. i really like my job cox the environment is really sth special and different. something like a church environment. not that there are a lot of christians there, but everybody is very encouraging and helpful and polite and all those stuff. Something that was really unexpected was when my instructor asked us to do role play yesterday, she told us," dont do everything correctly in your role playing. cox if you guys are all perfect, the rest of us cannot learn anything cox there's nth to talk about." she encouraged us to make mistakes! initially in my head i was like," bleh. i dont like role playing." but after she said that, i thought it was quite fun to purposely make mistakes so that we can all enjoy and have fun(: I really like the stress-free environment of a theme park. plus while we were doing the role play, some of it didn't seem that good but the instructor just kept saying," there's a lot of good in that!" and she picked out all the little good points that may have seemed insignificant in the eyes of others, but as she elaborated, there is really a lot of good in it!
And there's one more part. working there feels like holiday! when im in e park, i forget that im still in singapore! HAHA! cox everybody talks so much! it's like you dont even know the person but you can just talk casually to them as if they are your friends. that's so not singaporean. hahahaha!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
♥ 10:32 PM
Oh my goodness!!!! I TOTALLY LOVE MY JOB!!!
i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it!!!!!
I wouldn't have been able to say that if it's just for the money. I love everything about it! the fact that i get paid to play in the park, that i get to work with people who are ALWAYS happy and funny, that i get free passes and discounts, that i get to witness the construction of the theme park, that i get to be the first to watch the shows and eat in the restaurants, that i get free lunch (although it's not really nice). You know what's the most awesome thing!!!!! im working in an environment where every kid in the universe is dreaming of!!! come on man! here, shrek, woody woodpecker, kung fu panda is literally "alive"! you get to do the "move it" dance with King Julian as if he popped out of Madagascar! It feels like being in the cartoon show! Whoo~ I LOVE MY JOB!
It's like, as a kid we've all dreamed of the day when our favorite cartoon characters would come alive and talk to us or befriend us face to face. And here, it's the closest thing you can get to that on earth. cox they really take on their character and behaviour and personally ect. It's like a dream come true! and every kid loves to live in a world where they are always treated like royalty, where everybody puts them first, where there's a fast food restaurant at every corner, where every day it's just play and more play!! Whoo!! I love my life!
okay, enough fantasy, back to the real world, which is still the same!! wahahahaha!!
okay, let me clarify that they did not feed me any potion or serum to brainwash me (although they do have a potion stall) hee hee
Sunday, January 17, 2010
♥ 12:25 AM
Oh man! i cant believe what a wonderful day this is! I feel ALIVE all of a sudden!
HAHAHAHAHA!
This is so exciting! Cant wait to know the location. But more importantly, i cant wait to have a place that belongs to us. Just finished reading the very first building project in the Bible last week and I'm just so pumped up now to build His house!
I like the old church website. cox before entering the site they will show some pictures of the church building and there will be this short song. and i'll always remember the line," This is the house of God!"
Friday, January 15, 2010
♥ 12:15 PM
Luke 12:48
But he who did not know, yet committed things deserving of stripes, shall be beaten with few. For everyone to whom much is given, from him much will be required; and to whom much has been committed, of him they will ask the more.
This is why sometimes i feel that there is a good side to having lesser than others. cox if you have lesser, less will be expected of you. well, this can expand up to every single area. A very pratical example, there is a greater risk of a worship leader falling into pride as compared to a choir member right?
Recently this thing has always been on my mind. Being encouraging and edifying in the things we say. Im not saying that we say things to please people, to make them happy, but rather e things that we say that make people go," wow, you have a point" and they will feel encouraged by what you've said. I really cant emphasize more on how important i feel that words are. They literally bring life or death. A careless word spoken without the intention to kill, could destroy one's dreams. What more to say of a deliberate word to destroy it? I feel that this is all the more true and important for knowledgeable people and people who are being held in high esteem. Actually, as i read the Bible, I realise how foolish humans can be. Time and time again it asks us to talk less and do more. Best if we dont talk at all. and yet till today we talk so much. HAHA. But really, I cant find a better way to explain this than the Bible.
Proverbs 10:19
The more talk, the less truth; the wise measure their words.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
♥ 11:58 PM
I want to LOVE everybody in my life. I really do. I want to enjoy every moment i spend with everybody as if they are angels. I want to be appreciative of every little thing even when im having a bad day. I want to be able to hear joy from every song. I want to find affirmation in every spoken word. I want to feel acceptance from every action. I want to trust and be trusted for every decision although i may be reckless at times.
I want to live life not doubting nor judging but seeing the good in every part of it
Lord, teach me how
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
♥ 11:45 AM
despite trying very hard to be sociable, i think im still anti-social. haha. I dont know if it's wrong to feel this way, but i think im unlike normal human beings. haha. or at least those of my age? recently i met this new friend and she told me," I cant believe you dont go clubbing. People of your age love to club." but really, im just not drawn to humans, to be more specific, i dont like large crowds. sounds oxymoron to be coming from someone from a big church yea? haha. that's why God is so funny. anw, i strongly think that this is the result of my no-profile sec school life. proves how important is e process of growing up and how it can affect and change a person. okay, i like small people. like myself!
anw, this post was just me being random cox im bored.
Friday, January 08, 2010
♥ 12:09 AM
It's so amazing to see how things work e same way even if they are years apart. i feel like a prophet now. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! this is so fun!
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
♥ 12:24 PM
i was just reading pastor phil's daily devotions and this caught my eye.Proverbs 4:25
Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you.You cant walk or plan your course looking sideways at how others are running, or looking back letting the past ruin your present and your future.
Monday, January 04, 2010
♥ 9:36 PM
well, since it's the start of a new year, it's always good to go back to the very beginning. I just feel that knowing the purpose of the things that we're meant to do is so important. For one very important fact, it helps keep us humble.
I think I really need to re-evaluate my life.
