Monday, April 30, 2007
♥ 8:51 PM
Bubu has been on an emotional roller coaster ride these few days. making me veri confused and drained. fri night was upset, sat morning was still upset, afternoon began to feel better, den emo, followed by non stop of laughter. sunday morning was great cox of service! can nvr ever be sad during service..haha! den evening and night was full of worrying. but luckily ended with gladness and thankfulness. today morning was erm.. messed up. haha! afternoon was confused!! but being Bubu, of cox i can nvr stay upset. so now im jux normal. so cool yea? im jux so tired cox of all these shit. i want a break from it all.. Daddy God, i pray that You deliver me from it all. You are greater than any mountain, and in You im more than a conquerer. pls guide me with wisdom to overcome this mountain. let my actions speak louder than anything else before my jie jie and i pray dat You'll see her thru this tough period. also, give me the strength to focus on my upcoming examinations as i begin 2 prepare for it, and not let this mountain bring me down.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
♥ 10:13 PM
been down down down since yest night. thought today will be down down down too. so went cg in an emo mood. but when cg started, the moment i played e first verse of the praise song, i felt the joy of the Lord come into my heart. and somehow i cant help but smile=) however, after cg i was emo again. den went usher outing.. Thank God for usher outing! realli brightened up my day! was kinda tired at first. after a long day at cg and waiting 30 min for jiang ling, who was late. but became veri alert after being shocked by mark. haha! the ushers realli made me laugh. esp jiang ling bout her biting thing. realli brought back my smile and chased all the black clouds away! had a realli realli realli enjoyable day! wish everyday was like this..=)Labels: lost..
Thursday, April 26, 2007
♥ 8:23 PM
had my geog mid year paper today, and eng papers 1&2 yest. that's 3 papers down with 12 more to go! hahaha! exam time table's kinda siong. doing 4 hrs of a maths will definitely kill. and 4 hrs of sci too! sian! but my performance..so far so gd! hee! at least that's wad i feel. main aim is 2 clear the stupid humanities which i've been failing all the while. aiming for at least a B3. tml's gonna be a normal day of sch. there have been rumors going ard bout having a health check tml. bet the stupid nurse gonna say my eye sight have gone worse and im short. every year since pri 1...standard 1. and jacinta's gonna have a birthday party at home tml. i gotta find ppl 2 go out to escape the wrath of the birthday gal. haha! life's getting more and boring nowadays..Bubu desperately needs some excitement!
Friday, April 20, 2007
♥ 9:05 PM
had my chinese oral exam today. think from now on i should speak more chinese. cox my tongue tied like super a lot of times! and it's so irritating! know how 2 read, can understand, but not fluent! luckily for the actual thing it was okie. heng my mistakes were not obvious. but the cher is damn sharp! i jux added a 了and she could tell! wad the!?! but overall she said my performance is gd! so..yay!! and the conversation part was about library. thank God i still noe how 2 say library in chi. and of cox a few other words like 图书馆管理员. if not i think i'll realli be dead jux like my other frens, all lack of chinese vocab. it's jux such a waste if know wad 2 say but duno how 2 say. lucky cher say a lot of 很好！to me. hee! and thank God she did not show me black face like wad she did 2 my other classmates. they all looked so 冤枉 after they came out. haha! and i finally bought my cute little fan!! yay! say bye bye to hotness in the stupid classroom!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
♥ 11:26 PM
i jux died and ressurrected through the past hour. and it's all cox of jacinta. news of the new cg location broke out and she jux went crazy. it's realli sooo difficult trying 2 get through to her. her world seems so fragile. as if 1 small issue drops in and it'll shatter to pieces. it's jux a veri veri small issue of new cg location and it doesn't even concern her. yet it felt to her like her sky is falling and she jux went making such a big din and got my mom soooo irritated. and me? of cox i came in and comforted my mom and had 2 face this stupid problem! i realli tried my BEST to be as patient as possible. but still snapped after bout 30 mins. can u imagine a person almost without voice(me) screaming? oh man.. this jux sucks! so the stupid talk jux ended and apparently nth went into her head. she has jux wasted 1 hr of my study time which i planned 2 finish studying 2 chapters of my chemistry, den study for my social study test tml. and now, im realli not in e mood of studying and i think im so gonna fail for tml's test. i can feel the frustration boiling within me. i have such little time left till my o levels yet big shot jacinta always thinks that the world owes her a living!?! i have my life too you know! who's gonna pay me back dat 1 hr dat i lost? who's gonna make me as happy as 1 hr ago? who's gonna return me the eagerness to study? NO ONE!
im so sorry to make u guys go thru all these shit here. cox my complain station has alr gone to bed in the past hour and im feeling realli VERY frustrated inside. i realli need to vent it all out.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
♥ 8:31 PM
it's been quite long since i last blogged. been quite busy for e past week. with sch, benny hinn, and stuff. well, the past weekend has been a veri fruitful 1! of cox the main reason is cox of the super annointed services with pastor benny. and oso another reason my dear jie knows best..hee hee!.. we strive hard together yea? haha!! so after 3 days of services, me, and a lot of other ushers, fell sick. all kena the same illness...FEVER! wonder wad happened.. it's like supposed 2 be a healing service yet so many ushers kena fever after serving.. oxymoronic..haha! so i went see a doc and got mc for monday and excuse from pe the whole week! whoo! so yest was mostly eat medicine, slp, wake up, eat. nth much. but i had a gd rest..hee! and i started on this fighting game. it's call def jam the takeover. find it quite fun and interesting. but to my horror! i completed the whole game like in 3 days!?! and i onli played bit by bit. imagine if i played it all in 1 day... i think i will jux take half a day! so no kick la! felt so bo liao after dat. but the game is realli shiok!! i'll recommend it for sadists who likes whacking ppl's head with an iron rod or ramming it against the wall and seeing blood splurting all over the place. haha!! okie la, not so much for the blood part. but it's a veri gd game for venting anger. haha! suitable for idiots like me who like 2 see ppl die when im angry ( in games of cox). hee!! so dat's all for the stupid yet enjoying game. gonna start studying and doing my mind maps before someone realli comes and rip my head apart. hee!
Monday, April 09, 2007
♥ 9:50 PM
aunt delivered her baby boy last thurs evening 7pm. haven't had the time to upload the pics into com till now. had a busy busy easter..hee! here are some of his pics..
he's jux sooo round and puny! my hands were shivering when i tried 2 touch him. fyi, im realli afraid to touch babies. i scared i make spoil. den cham le. haha! so i jux looked while the others sayang the little baby boy. and they even made him cry!! woahx, my heart pain when he cry sia. jacinta even recorded him crying...sadistic! haha!so this year's easter service was well! in fact, it's been veri gd! saw some ppl and some things which realli made my day! Praise the Lord! esp when i saw 2 gals from my sch responding to the alter call! it was realli unexpected, and one of dem is even my fren! so, realli thank God for the harvest! amen!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
♥ 10:40 PM
suffering from stomach pain now.. it's so terrible. since this morning when i woke up dere was this sharp pain. think it's gastric pain. cox i had a realli early dinner yest and din eat anything after dat. and i lao sai-ed twice alrd. terrible man! haix.. hope will be well soon. got napfa test on thurs.. wanna get full marks!! jia you bubu!! and yest i was selected for this chi compo competition. suppose 2 represent my class along with another gal.. totally unbelievable man! my first reaction to the news was "huh!?!" i bet the cher mistook my eng compo for my chi 1. i even asked him to read wad i wrote for my chi mock exam b4 sending me for the competition. cox dere's 1 whole page all in han yu pin yin. i bet he will change his mind after he reads dat. haha!! so after sch i went ard bribing ppl to sub me for the competition. i realli cant believe it! i offered a free sakae sushi meal for anyone who will take my place, yet nobody wanted it!! ahhh!!! zhen bu ke si yi! so i had 2 go for the stupid competition. and in the room my fren turned back and told me," i hope it's newspaper article." that sentence realli woke me up. cox i realised..i duno how to write anything except for newspaper article!!! i've onli been writing newspaper article for the past 2 years! this spells trouble.. so obviously the compo title had nth to do with newspaper at all. it's bout "yong yuan de hui yi" foerever de memory if direct translate. hee!! so i wrote a 3 page grandmother story bout the badm team. to me it's totally crap la. i dun even think it makes any sense. haha!! anyways, so dat's all for my unbelievable selection for chi compo competition.. hee! oh ya! and my aunt's gonna deliver her baby boy this coming thurs! dat's wad my uncle wrote in his msg la. wonder if it's in 2 days time or next thurs..hmm.. haha!! it's jux soo exciting to have a baby cousin!! whoo! got ppl play wif me le! haha!! i jux love playing wif male cousins. cox they, like me, jux love video games!! video games rocks man!! haha!! cant wait for my baby cousin to grow up and play playstation with me! hahaha! den we can each buy 1 diff console. so if play ps can come my hse, play x box can go aunt hse, and play wii can go uncle hse! whoo! dat rocks man!
