whoo! 2007 is jux a few hrs away! im so excited 2 start e new year! although it's gonna be quite a taxing year 4 me due 2 o levels, i know it's gonna be a whole new phase of life and God's gonna bring me into a whole new level of intimacy with Him. actually looking back at this year, time realli flies. a moment ago i was jux setting up my blog, church's jux shifted 2 our new location at expo. and poof! 1 year has gone by jux like dat.

although i've not had a realli gd year, like wad ziwei said, it could have been worse. so i realli wanna end my last entry of the year with thankgiving 2 God. i've experienced many wonderful blessings this year. in terms of relationships, financially, open doors in my life and of cox my walk with God. i think i've achieved quite a lot this year despite my hectic schedule. my walk with God was up another level this yr, my studies improved quite a lot, i joined a ministry in church, my sis got saved, my mom came for service once, i took over as badminton captain, i have wonderful juniors in e badminton team, the team is getting 2 be more united, i became a church sch in charge, i played guitar during cg for e 1st time, i became sports leader's exco commitee, im in counsel of leaders, i made many new frens in church, i took part in emerge spelling bee, i did an album recording of here i am to worship, i managed 2 mix in with e catholics in school and hopefully can get dem on fire 4 God, i changed my hairstyle, changed my dressing, my attitude 2 many things and people have changed for e better and i've learnt many things due to me taking up as sch ic.

it's realli been an experiencial year 4 me. and i realli could not have done all these without God. u noe today while i was serving, it was realli crazy. time was realli tight and i was e onli usher in e zone. but nevertheless i gave it my best shot and did as much as i could. i've nvr cleared empty seats so fast b4! and could finish doing everything b4 e second worship song! and and... i was praised!!!! by a gal whom i got dem 3 seats, a lady whom i got her and her daughter 2 seats, and from my ic!!! i've nvr been praised by e congregation or by my ic b4. this is e first time! im realli veri happy! how u end e year is gonna determine how u begin! im realli believing for achieving much more for my ministry!

so overall, i realli owe all i am today 2 God. if not for His blessings i will still be going nowhere in life. and i realli wanna thank Him for making my last day of the year such a wonderful one! im gonna conquer giants in e year 2 come! here i come 2007!

changed by blog song 2 all about you by pizzicato five. it's been so long since i last heard this song in church. and i came across e chords 4 e song yest while helping a fren. so it got stuck in my mind.

forced myself 2 stay home today. nid 2 finish my bio by today. if not confirm die when sch reopens. bought my books and shoes yest. weird la, bought 2 diff shoes. cox e 1 i wanted onli left 1. haix.. so i'll be like taller 1 week and shorter e next. ain't realli in e mood 2 do anything now. e weather is making me feel lazy and all. jux feel like slping thru e day. dun even feel like chatting online. miss bangkok's weather so much now. no rain!!! and it's cold! haix.. at least i can go out in bangkok. here in singapore, jux thinking bout e rain makes me sick. hopes it rain rain rain den flooded again. den sch cannot open! best!

im kinda glad dat this yr's finally coming 2 an end. cox honestly, it's not been a realli gd year 4 me. i mean i've experienced many blessings, and good things do happen at times. it's jux dat this year has been kind of an unlucky year 4 me. nth, and i mean NOTHING seems 2 have gone well at all. or at least e way i planned 4 it 2 be. all my prayer meetings, e badminton team, evengelism, and so on.

and it jux happened this morning again. i realli dun get it! is it realli so difficult being at a place at a time when u've agreed 2 be dere in e first place!? it's not dat im blaming or angry or wad. it's jux dat these kinda things gets me veri frustrated u noe. i realli dun get e youths sometimes. how can they jux leave e situation dangling dere? nvr even give me a plan and disappear without a trace. call dem and they wun pick up. try everything 2 confirm but they wun give u an out right answer. and cox of dat im lost at wad 2 do oso! i have no idea where 2 go, where 2 meet, wad 2 do!! it's total waste of my time!

youths think dat psing is veri normal and they take other ppl's time veri lightly. do u have any idea how many things i could have done while waiting aimlessly! it's like u urself noe u r suppose 2 be at tis place at tis time yet u arrange ur time in such a way dat it might affect e original plan. and u din even inform e person! it's sooo irresponsible! u noe i realli cant stand such ppl! if once or twice it's okie. but everytime!!! i realli wun dare 2 ask u out again man. it's like so scary la!

and i totally agree with wad yanlin wrote in her blog dat time. dat when ppl turn up early, it's cox they respect ur time. but u! u turn up late and nvr even inform e person! is this e way u repay someone who come early cox they respect ur time!? they treasure e relationship!? i dun think so! how can u take other ppl's time so lightly? they dun even belong 2 u! and e least u can do is not 2 waste their time and give a reply asap! dun let ppl call u a million times and 5 hrs later u say u cannot make it! it's veri frustrating u noe!

okie.. enuff of e complains. im sick of it too. this is so not me.. okie, so i met this new fren in usher today. his name is marshall. he kept saying i look like this gal called mikki. and die die oso want me 2 meet her. so he took me on a tour these 2 days 2 find mikki. but he ended up finding me instead. cox i was missing. hee! so he was like.. " u noe i was searching for u for 3 hrs yest!?" haha!! okie la, it was funny. but in e end i still din get 2 meet mikki. i think it's mission impossible. haha!

tiring day today! served for services 3 and 4. no break at all sia! and both at terrace somemore. legs gonna break soon le. gonna head for 1 last service tml morning.

today was bad day man! woke up 2 hrs late! lucky uncle fetched me 4 service. and i like enter e hall 10 min b4 door open. so luckily got enuff time 4 me 2 get 2 my zone. phew! after service jacinta totally pissed me off! cant stand her man! so inconsiderate! nvm, shall not tok bout dat. den when i went top-up my ez-link card these 2 small boys veri qian bian la! jux cut in like dat sia! wanted 2 scold dem de. but duno why i onli say "oi!" den nth seems 2 come out. and e next word i said is " nevermind". but i was frustrated and irritated by it all la. but e worst part was still jacinta.. she totally ruined yest and today.

flight back today was delayed by 30min! totally delayed everything! cox i planned 2 head home 2 bathe first den take a cab down 2 service. but when my flight touched down in singapore, it was alrd 3pm. so by e time e took my luggage and stuff it would be ard 330. den i decided 2 jux head for church from airport. lucky got mommy help me carry stuff home.

today's service was okie. drama was kinda short i tot. and uncle mutu is right. this yr's drama is not veri nice.but it's creative though. our church's drama grp nvr cease 2 amaze me with their creativity. where did they get all dat stuff anyway? i want some creativity too! and i was expecting dem 2 edit some songs again. too bad they din. but e singing sheep was great! veri nice! her voice is so beautiful! hee!

okie, gotta head 2 bed soon. long day today. nid go bathe le.. cox i stink! yucks! hope siang and jessica they all get back 2 me soon..running short of frens this christmas service. hee!

miss my dear lucky so much! think he's suffering at home now. mom says he looked veri depressed when he came home yest. he kept lying under my bed and would not respond 2 anybody. so pitiful rite? and mom says dat e pet hotel has no aircon!!! how can sia! and all e while i tot i dog was going 2 a comfy aircon pet hotel. ahhh!!! so happy im gonna see him tml le! den gonna go 4 service and enjoy CHRISTMAS! yay!! miss church so much too! feels weird idling around during weekends.. haha!

i've got a badminton appointment later in e evening. with dad's fren's son. had dinner with dem last nite. im so looking forward 2 badminton! whoo! oh! and dad's fren, is big big boss sia! and i din noe! haha! he's like a shareholder of jetstar asia, owns a factory, runs a cargo company. zai rite!? and he live in 5 story hse la! and one of e ministers in thailand is his relative! oh my! and dad says his hse got lots of games! gonna go dere later and play my head off man! yay! and he and his son gonna come 2 singapore soon. his son gonna study in jacinta's sch next yr la! pray for open door man! wanna try 2 invite him for x'mas!

my leg hurts!! it hurts bad!!! have difficulty walking now. apart from my toe injury of cox, which still hurts btw. cox i went swimming this morning. and e water was like freezing! it felt as though i jux jumped right into ice water! i can almost feel ice in e pool! i think it's like bellow 10 degrees.. but since i alrd jumped down, it would look kinda stupid not 2 swim right. so i swam 20 laps and quickly came up. i tell u, it's veri veri veri difficult and tiring swimming in cold water! so difficult 2 breathe. and after i bathe, my legs hurts alrd. it's e muscle part. irritating sia! tried stretching and all but it doesn't seem 2 be getting any better.

oh! and e pool's so darn cold cox e weather in bangkok is changing. e sun stills peers thru e clouds everyday and it's similarly glaring as b4. it's jux dat e winds are changing 2 carry a cooling sensation along and it feels like im in an aircon room although im walking in e streets.

and i got a piece of good news!!! mom called yest and said i was rewarded $150 for gd progress award. cool sia! i din expect this at all! although eoy exams i improved by10 positions, it did not felt gd enuff 4 me. so i really din see this blessing coming. and all of a sudden when my funds are low and debts are high, money came falling from e sky! hahaha!! dat phrase jux poped out from nowhere..hahaha!!

x'mas is coming!! gotta confirm e frens coming for service soon. im jux let wif 1 more day man! not enuff time! oh! and yest i met these few foreigners at e hotel lobby chatting away in front of me. and they asked for my name and stuff. and they were veri funny! they kept toking and dancing and singing. cox 1 of dem teaches in a pri sch. so she performed her students' x'mas performance for us like 5 times! and e way she speaks and looks reminds me of pascale. haha!! cox she's also tall and funny!!

okie, guess im gonna end here.. dad says i've got a dinner appointment. weird..

yoz! im back! so here's an update on wad i've been doing these 3 days in phuket...(warning, it's gonna be a little long)

first day at phuket..had a walk around e island. felt it was kinda boring. and dere was this guy who asked me for a handshake. freaked me out sia! do i look like i wanna make friends with him!? and all e while my geog cher has been telling e class dat e thai people are shy and reserved, and dat e tourists are making dem feel uncomfortable cox they are from a veri open society, totally diff from e society which e thai ppl are from. okie, so our resort is on a hill. guess we're safe if a tsunami decides to come at night. hee!


so second day at phuket, we went for a tour on one of e islands around phuket. we went to pi pi island which consists of 6 diff smaller islands. e bus ride to e jetty was long long long man! and e cruise trip 2 our final destination is even longer! it's 90min boat ride! so when we reached dere, we went for snorkling and swimming at maya bay and monkey beach. maya bay had nth much 2 see. all e fishes are e same and e water's too deep 2 see e coral reefs at e bottom. i had no idea dat snorkling was such a tiring activity! was struggling to stay afloat most of e time. haha! took me awhile 2 get used 2 breathing wif my mouth onli. den this guy came along. he's one of e tour guides around. so he told me 2 look inside and he swam all e way 2 e sea bed!! oh man! i was shocked! it's like sooo deep to me la! and he swam all e way down without even strggling for air! and he could even stay down dere for awhile! so while he was down dere, he signaled 2 me 2 go down too. so i tried 2 swim although i was realli veri veri unsure. he tried 2 grab me from where he was but already i was gasping 4 air. so he came up too and took me down wif him a second time. half way down i alrd nid 2 come up. so he pushed me up and i decided 2 go down 4 a 3rd time. so finally i went all e way down, quickly touched e coral reef and swam up wif all my might. cox even b4 i touched e thing, i was alrd veri tempted 2 breathe. so e level of my "not breathing" is veri low yea? haha!

okie, so we went 2 monkey beach next. din see any monkeys as i din go up e shore. cox din have flippers on. but swam 2 e shallow parts and my toe kena cut by e sea urchins. *boo hoo*! oh! and jacinta got strung many times by jelly fishes. 2 parts of her whole hand was swollen with thinges dat looked like like 30 small mosquito bites all clumped together. looked like some kind of disease sia! yucks! okie, so e same guy dat brought me down at maya bay came again. he asked me not 2 stand on e sea urchins cox they can cut my feet. so he brought me 2 e deeper parts. and monkey beach's coral reefs are much nicer! he brought me 2 another area and swam down by himself. he pointed out a sea horse for me. cox i din wear specs, so i roughly saw e shape of it onli. den he brought me 2 a deeper site and swam down himself again. this time he pointed out 2 me nemo. but i realli cant see anything. cox it was sooo deep! den he brought me 2 a more obvious coral reef. and i saw jelly fish! and nemo! lots of nemos. haha!! and lots of other fishes too of cox. hee! den he brought me down into e water again. this time was more shallow but still kinda scary. cox im not sure if i can hold my breath. so down we went and i touched this jelly jelly thing! i tot it was a rock, but when i felt it, it was soft and sticky! and at e end of e snorkling, i thanked e guy and he said dat i looked pretty. hahaha!! cool sia! den we had our lunch and headed back for phuket! had big sumptous seafood dinner at e restaurant in town. had baked lobster with cheese, clams fried with chili, big tiger prawns fried with garlic, thai style steam gouper fish, and mixed vegetables. was filled to e brim man! lucky nvr become too fat! hee hee!

so for e third day in phuket, we went for go-cart racing in e morning. e go-cart was going at70km/hr! cool sia! when i watched those ppl play, i tot i was gonna die sia! cox e carts were like "zoom"! den gone le! so fast! but lucky when i raced it did not felt dat threatening. it's onli this huge turn where i feel like im gonna fly off e track. hee! and my car skided at almost every turn la. shiok! hee! and e guy said dat i was a dangerous driver. haha! of cox la! wanna have fun ma! and i knocked off 2 of his tyres cox i went a lil off track. den after dat went for a swim back at e resort. btw, jacinta is crazy bout pool.cant stop playing. den drag me along somemore. now im like so sick of this game la. and mom gave me extra $1000 baht! yay! can shop again le!

okie, so this is e end of my long long update! gonna board e plane soon le!

jux came back from dad's company's dinner and dance. feeling so tired. catched e movie deja vu b4 dat. quite a nice film i tot. and guess wad? while walking around after e movie, i saw this roxy and ripcurl sale!!! it's 50%-70% sale!! for all items! oh my! and e worst part is i dun have money wif me!!! e most i can afford 2 buy 1 shirt or 1 shorts onli! ahhhh!!!! it's like per shirt is going for singapore $20 la! where 2 find such roxy!? ahhhhh!!! i realli feel like banging my head against e wall suan le. haha!! so i jux browsed thru e diff shirts, try try a few, considered for veri long den decided not 2 buy.. *boo hoo* jux thinking bout it breaks my heart!! haix..

so i went back lumpini on mrt den wanted 2 take a motorbike ride back 2 hotel de. but dere wasn't any bikes in sight. so decided 2 ask e taxi driver if he knew e place where i was staying at. cox 99% they wun noe and would end up taking me on a tour around sathon. waste my time and money onli. and u noe when a person is tight on cash, her temper can be realli short at times. and dat was my case. so b4 i boarded e taxi, i asked e driver if he knew e place and he seemed as thou he knew. so i boarded it and turns out he didn't noe!! oh man! drove me around 4 10mins den got down 2 ask for directions. ended up i wasted 15-20mins and 20 baht! haix.. sianz! when i finally reached home, i realised dat i forgot 2 bring e hotel keys out! so i called dad 2 see if he's reaching home anytime soon. and he said yes. so i waited at e lobby for him. 30mins passed and still no sign of him. den i received his call saying his stuck in a traffic jam and will be home 1 hr later! so i went ask e counter lady 2 open my room door and finally i could get some rest!

den went out for D&D with dad's company. his bosses made me drink some beer when he's not around and my face turned red. so paiseh sia!

gonna go phuket tml morning. it's 7 am flight! whoo! better catch some slp soon b4 i overslp tml. hee!

juz came back from maboonkrong. din realli shop much. saw a wallet wanted 2 buy but.. think think awhile decided 2 drop e idea. den saw this webcam felt like buying it too.. but oso think think awhile den nvr buy. den went 2 watch eragon. it's quite a nice show! except some parts i find e lead actor veri dumb. but overall, not bad la. hee! after dat went eat this fried rice.. taste like shit!!! i think i cook 1 much much nicer! haha!!


yest nite went play bowling with dad. and he hit a high score of 207!!! can u believe it!? it's like e whole game almost strike all e way la! totally blew everybody off sia! and i love e bowling alleys here!! it's so zai la! so nicely decorated and stuff. and e food is great too! here are some pics of e bowling alley..




isn't it like soo much more class than singapore's? and e shoes.. whoo! so beautiful! how i wish singapore's bowling alleys are like this

feeling better now le. no more fever, can go sun tan, go swim, go jog. hee! got a lil tanner these few days. din realli eat much. no appetite or scared fat? im oso not quite sure. hee! managed 2 get down 2 e nike and adidas sales few days ago. got a few shirts and shorts at quite a good price! got quite a nice belt too! love it loads!

today's my third day home alone. staying at home can be sooo boring at times. nth realli much 2 do. jux wake up late, eat a little, go for a swim or a jog, eat a little again, online for awhile, and catch some movies. haix.. thinking of going out. but dun realli wish 2 spend money. wanna save for some yonex stuff. dad says he's gonna bring me dere this sat. so, im watching happy feet for e 3rd time now. on dvd dat is. hee! love e penguins!!! sooo cute! but e dvd seems 2 be a bit faulty. dere's not realli an end 2 e show. think e guys forgot 2 burn e last part of e movie. haha! it get's kinda sian watching a movie without an end so many times although i've alrd watched e full show b4.

im veri sick..din slp at all e whole of last nite. was simply tossing and turning around e bed. stomach feels weird. it's like im gonna vomit anytime. think im running a fever.. feel weak and all. no appetite, no strength...gonna spend e whole day in e hotel. somebody save me!! tried praying 4 healing, but it din get much better. wad am i gonna do!? dad's too busy anyway.. gonna go back up and see if dere's any panadol in e cabinet. hopefully by tml i will be okie..

here's another update on bangkok..

my money's almost gone.. almost finished shopping..
my shopping trips r all ALONE! kinda bored of this alrd.. walk alone, eat alone, die alone oso nobody noe sia.haha! sorry, im toking rubbish.. cox now im ALONE! boring shit..haix.. dad's out.. duno where he go sia. im bored!!! dere's nth 2 do here.. i've finished watching almost all e shows dat i've missed back dere in singapore. and my dad is always saying," all good things come to an end" ever since e first day i came here!!! oh man!! and i've been trying so hard 2 tell him dat all good things come AT the end! haix.. and now im starving. waiting for dad 2 come home with my fried rice. i have a feeling it will be after i slp. den i'll have my rice for breakfast. boo hoo! and i overslpt today!! totally missed service!

e only thing goos bout here is i get 2 swim and sun tan everyday. zai! but i duno why i lay dere 1 and a half hour and my skin tone doesn't seem 2 have much different. okie.. im realli bored now and dere isn't much 2 blog about anyway.. so i shall continue watching my show and wait for my dinner!!!

in bangkok now.. i wrote this paragraph on e plane!

on plane now. boring like shit. listening 2 some christian music on my walkman phone. im dead tired. slpt at 430 lastnite. or should i say morning? was chionging my english newspaper cutting.
jux now when i went into e waiting room thingy. this guy ask me put my bag in e cargo thing. den nid go e conveyor belt dere collect. so sian la! tot can jux clear it den can faster see papa. oh ya! and papa arranged for this singapore airlines employee come pick me up. so zai la! it's like i it budget airline den got big shot company employee come escort me.hahaha!
think im gonna catch some slp soon. woke up at 10 today 2 hand in hw. den cooked for 1 hr!! can u imagine!? i like in the stuffy kitchen for 1 hr gonna die le sia. so hot somemore. lucky my western meal lunch turned out great and i cant even finish it la! so after eating her first proper lunch, dine pei me go airport. it was kinda fun being pushed around on e trolley. although later we got scolded by some lady. but it was fun! and i heck care less! haha!!

so now im in e hotel com room using my laptop. my hp does not have auto roam!!! ahhhh!!! when i came out of e airport cant call my dad sia! scare me half 2 death! lucky got a airline guy escort me. phew! so i managed 2 spot my dad later on and we went had steamboat. it was great! but my stomach's still filled with lunch.. i miss bubble tea alrd!! boo hoo! e hotel my dad's staying in is veri ulu!!! i have a feeling im gonna die here... somebody save me! i wanna go home! pls pls pray 4 my safety here.. im not sure if it's my dad's new car with tainted glass windows dat made e night seems scary or izzit really dat scary. but im freaking out here! how how?? 2 more weeks! oh! and dad's giving me money 2 dye my hair!!! foc! gonna dye purple! e week b4 sch reopen den dye back black.. hee!!

staying home whole day today..was jux looking at e badminton pics taken yest. tot of how e team has grown since beginning of e year. from a team of no unity to wad it is now. frankly speaking although i've always wanted this and always prayed bout this, i've nvr realli believed or imagined dat it can really be done. it's been 3 years since i've joined this team. and thru these years i've experienced a change of teacher in charge twice alrd. this team holds wonderful memories for me and i really cant bear 2 see it fall apart..

Father, i thank You for such a great team You've placed me in. thank You for all e great people in this team. Lord, i lift this team into ur hands. pray for Your hand of protection to be upon this team! i pray dat u continue to bless this team and not let it fall. Lord i trust dat you are a God dat turns every situation around for the good of ur people. and truly You are a faithful God and all things work together for the good. so Lord i pray dat You continue to breathe life into this team, dat it may go from glory to glory! and Lord, i also lift up every single member of e team into ur hands. dat your blessings will pour down into their lives like never before. and i also pray dat Lord, You will assure each and every one of us dat we will not give up on this team. Lord, it's not by our strength, not by our might, but by Your Spirit. so Lord i pray dat You will continue 2 bless and sustain this team. not onli dat, but cause it to prosper and let it be a blessing to others. Lord, I love You and Praise You... in Jesus name i pray, Amen!

gotta finish my newpapers articles by e end of e day. hopefully some other hw too. it's like all my hw are undone. im so dead! gonna go hand in news paper article tml b4 i leave for bangkok! whoo! so looking forward 2 it! so many things 2 buy.. so little time! it's jux 25 more hrs b4 i board e plane!! yay!! im so excited! my bag's jux half packed.. so many things 2 do today. gotta finish giving tithe and building fund b4 i leave.. cox i noe if wait till i come back sure no more money 1.. haha!! this trip im gonna do lots of sun tanning!! and lots of swimming! and not forgetting.. SHOPPING! haha! gonna soooo miss church and cg.. my tv shows and lucky too! will be back for x'mas! hee hee.. gotta go finish homework and pack my stuff le! will update when in bangkok!

friendly match had a bad start but good end. lazy 2 elaborate. lazy 2 blog today too.. 1 more day b4 i fly off!!! whoo! here r e badminton pics... although not veri nicely taken and kinda blur.. how i noe e auntie realli duno how 2 take pic right? and bout e blur thing.. it's my fault. those who want jux take from here.. dun ask me send. cox im lazy..


here's the update for today! morning went training..waist was aching and stomach was hurting. didn't noe wad went wrong. but still trained and it was okie. physical training was canceled last min although i was kinda looking forward to all e running and stuff. after training went eat wif some of e gals and bought mr khoo a gift. oh! and mr khoo gave a long long talk after training today. kind of a sad news thing.

badminton veri likely gonna close down soon.. although all these years the school have been saying dat they r gonna end it but it has pulled thru for so long alrd. and when mr khoo said dat they r gonna employ a coach next yr i tot dat everything's gonna be alrite. who would have known dat last min these kinda thing would spoil it all. mr khoo said e sch's tight on budget and all cca's r affected. so e idea of a coach was scrapped off. haix.. realli sad if badminton realli closes down. it's like, it's wad makes my days in hai sing worth while. rite from e beginning it's cox of this team dat taught me badminton is not only bout winning by myself but playing for e team. and it's oso after i joined e team dat i've changed 2 be a better person. i remember when i was in pri sch i was such a proud and arrogant fella dat badminton is all bout me winning all e time. it's only when i played in this team dat i felt true love and joy in this sport. wad's more, if not for this team, i wun even noe wan li and might not even be saved today! and one of my goals for this year is 2 really build e team up. and just when i saw a ray of light, it disappeared again. but 2 whether or not e team really ends depends greatly on next year's east zone. im realli keeping my fingers crossed. realli hope everything turns out fine at e end of e day. please keep my badminton team in prayer.. cox it's realli my last hope now.

okie.. so i went pass dine my blades in e afternoon den went for bs wif ziwei and wan li. reached home bout 9 and im deading.. legs were aching like crazy. and i met wif some unfortunate events while waiting for bs 2 start. my heart's broken 2 a million pieces...$10.........*boo hoo* gonna fast again le.. haix.. having a friendly match tml against dunman sec.. i think this will be easier if my aching stops tml..

jux came back from service! it was great! pastor preached bout the power of one. cool sia! dere's this guy dat killed 600 bad guys. haha!! dat's wad i call zai! haha!! did communion today 4 e first time and it was kinda messy. cox e zone i in charge of was like.. 3 rows to 1 tray. haha!! cg's having prayer meet now... im so jealous! i wanna be dere too!

okie.. so i realised dat dere's this usher craze nowadays. it's like more and more ppl r joining usher. from my cg alrd got 2 le. den from my frens around me it's like a lot of dem r joining usher too! oh! and it seems like everybody is getting injured too.. gotta pray 4 more protection. okie, gotta bring my dear lucky go see doc le!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

♥ 9:47 PM

jux came back from cg. was a tiring day today. morning woke up went church do support. today's support seems 2 have a lot of ushers around. realised dat it's cox nite support was canceled due 2 executive members meeting. i did qc and counting. so it was kinda fun and easy compared 2 inserting e leaflets. hee! saw my cg member sabrina dere too! so we went cg together. and i onli saw pascale helping out wif bulletins when i was leaving!! ahh!!! if onli i saw her earlier! den sure will do wif her de! cox wif her wun get bored 1.. hahaha!! okie, so sabrina and me went 2 makan den went cg. and liting and frens came 4 make up. today cg like 50% is all coming 4 make up cell sia. den our own members like all not around. feels so weird. hee! and victor came 2 take over ziwei for today and he preached a great msg! had a fun time at cg and kelvin gave me and wan li bs after dat. bs was great too!! so we went for basketball game after bs. wan li and mark was funny at bball today. got 1 ball i ask wan li go kick e ball den run( cox e ball is rolling out of e court le and i meant it as kick 2 stop e ball den run back wif e ball ) and guess wad she did. she managed 2 stop e ball from rolling out but she ran pass e ball and e oppossing team got e ball. and and.. got another 1, according 2 mark, wan li was rolling e ball on e floor wif her hands and she roll roll till she tripped over e ball and landed on e floor. haha!! and bout mark, he slapped e guy's face! got "piak!" sound somemore sia! den e guy screamed! oh my! hahaha!!! so cox of these 2 ppl, bball was veri fun and enjoyable today!!! and we made 3 new frens! yay!!! and i got their numbers!!! HA! so we went mac after bball 2 have dinner and took bus home from bradell! so dat's all 4 today.. gotta wake up early tml. cox actually jux nid do communion tml which requires me 2 reach at 830am.. but my ic say dere are still 600 bulletins lacking! so tml morninig nid reach at 730 2 do bulletins. den after service nid bring lucky go injection. it's a yearly vacination 4 him but me and my mom kinda forgot bout it and when my mom checked last week, lucky was suppose 2 have his vacination in june! so he's half a year off schedule. thank God he is still well and alive! haha!! im getting veri tired now.. eyes seem 2 be reading e wrong stuff. dine typed" selling bears" and i read it as " eating bears" oh man! so paiseh!!! muz be e cg game i played jux now.. messing up my reading

Friday, December 01, 2006

♥ 9:47 PM

changed my blogskin. it jux caught my attention when i was browsing thru.. hee! changed my blog song too! hope u all like it! if dun like feel free 2 leave a tag.. and to xiaowei: too bad this blogskin can't leave comments oso. hee! okie.. so 4 those wondering how my friendly match went.. here it is! e whole team lost! haha!! we had no idea it was a national top 8 sch.. but i believe that i played my best and dat was enough. although after my match i realised dat all of their players were sec 2 and sec 1. hahaha!! kinda malu sia.. lose 2 lower sec. but it's okie! cox it was realli a fruitful day spent! firstly, while i was playing my match almost nobody cheered or clapped or encouraged me for e 1st set. and my score was 16-21. 2nd set i had no more stamina left.. cox my opponent like much taller so... i guess u get e picture.. hee! okie, so when my score was bout 13-18 with me lagging behind, i realli felt like giving up le. cox i see no point in playing anymore since im gonna lose anyway. and im realli tired and had no more stamina left. jux den, e boys had finished playing and all of a sudden i heard a loud applause.2 my surprise, it came from e boys! this realli pumped strength into my heart. and i felt much stronger with their encouragement! so it gave me e boost 2 catch up wif her till e score was 19-20!! which was even better than e previous set! so e game ended wif 19-21. and i still lost. but im realli happy and thankful 2 e boys for cheering 4 me! it realli gave me a purpose 2 play till my veri last bit. it kinda reminded me of my sec 1 and 2 days when e seniors were still around.. and another thing dat made my day worthwhile was dat after today, i made up my mind 2 train even harder than ever b4! no matter how hard's e training, im gonna tahan! this match realli spurred me to upgrade my skills. each and everyone of my strokes. if their sec 2 can do it, i can do it too!! and when i see dem next time, im gonna trash dem!!! it's not dat i dun like dem or anything. they r realli nice and fun ppl. but it's jux dat these 2 years i've almost given up on improving my skills and heck care le. it's like i've been having this mindset of "my skills are not bad le ma. it's jux sometimes off form, dat y cant win. so no nid keep trying 2 improve my skills le . jux perfect wad i have can le." but after this match im game 4 a renewal of my skills! im gonna train up a stronger smash, further lob, more stable drop, more confident netting, better footwork, and longer lasting stamina! i want a renewal of my skills!!!! i believe i have wad it takes 2 train up a storm! and im gonna give it all at next year's east zone! im not gonna back down, im not gonna give up cox God is the strength of my heart and my motivation forever!

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