Saturday, March 31, 2007
♥ 10:50 PM
been thinking of how blessed i am, and how wonderous are the ways in which God moves in. through this building fund period i will mostly expect God to realli bless me back with big big blessings. like those which ppl share during services. however during the recent church wide prayer meet while we were praying for the building fund, this thought jux came to me of how did i manage to pull through this period of giving? so as i pondered over this, i was thinking..although i did not realli receive the big big blessing i wanted to, how did i live the days? and i was jux thinking of how i can eat pizza hut with my classmates every week, go hang out and spend money with them more often than before. can buy birthday presents even for my primary school frens, go hang out with dem, lend a fren $100. and the best of all... buy my long ago desired sony psp!! and i did all these things throughout the building fund period! amazing, isn't it? before i started giving my building fund, i rarely went out with my frens to hang out after sch. did not even eat pizza hut with dem b4 i think. i oso did not buy birthday presents for my primary sch frens. i rarely hung out with dem too. lending $100 to other ppl is totally out of the ques of cox. and as for my psp, i've always shifted the idea of buying it. although deep in my heart i realli wanted it, i've nvr realli got the money to buy it and still have money to survive the rest of the month. however, we serve an amazing God yea? so far im on time to fulfill my pledges, and not onli that, but im also able to bless more ppl and even myself! i admit that the psp part was quite terrible and i realli had 2 scrimp and save for the rest of the month. but! i survived thru it didn't i? it's realli amazing when i think back of how reluctant i was to get all these things done before the building fund, yet i did it all in the midst the building fund! and through all these, my standard of living was not compromised so as to give to God, but was even raised to a higher standard than b4! i realli couldn't have had all these and survived till today if God did not work a miracle for me. so although my blessing did not come as a big hu ha, it came as i continued to sow. and i believe if i were to add up all the money i dared to spend compared to b4, it will be quite a big amount too. so Praise God for His ceaseless blessings in my life!
Monday, March 26, 2007
♥ 8:26 PM
jux came back from sch. had physics lesson till 7+pm. but lesson was veri fun and interesting, so i really dun mind having another 2 more hours.. hee! so today's sch ended well. and to backtrack a little, i got back my term 1 report card and results was okie la. did exceptionally well for e maths. A1!! hee! think i got bout 3 b3s. bubu needs to work harder! ganbatte! and for my preliminary round for emerge badminton...i got into the finals!! whoo! Praise The Lord! think im gonna own emerge badminton man! $150!! hahaha!! and i got 4 medals for this year's sports day. im like soooo close to getting this year's individual champ la! wasted sia. if onli i ran 100m..haix.. but it's okie. at least i got 4 medals. 3 silvers for high jump, shot put, 4 x 100m. and 1 bronze for javelin. so i won sth for every event that i took part in. hee! but all my 3 silvers were soooo close to a gold!!! ahhh! bubu is so not satisfied.. and for nother update on my sports, i had my 2.4km napfa test last week too. almost din stop for all 3 rounds. but was still the first gal with a timing of 12min! hee! and cox of all these running and jumping, i now suffer from thigh muscle ache =( it hurts so bad when i exercise or jux sit and stand. oh, and i went for this "supposed to be concert" before the closing down of the national stadium. okie la, i admit dat it was or can be considered as a national education trip. BUT! i feel so deceived by the school. they say wad, a lot of schools will be dere. and it turns out my sch was e onli 1 dere. and wad's even worse was dat the students made such a fool of demselves and the school at the stadium. even the security guards did not noe how to deal with us and had 2 let us go home b4 we ruin the whole thing. haix.. somehow i feel that the school's intention to discipline the students is right but the approach is wrong. that's why every year is getting from bad to worse. thank God im graduating soon. and without a badminton team in the school, dere's no reason for me to go back anymore.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
♥ 11:36 PM
today has been a realli tiring day. had interclass capnet ball. surprisingly we won e first match with zero netballers in our team. but lost e next 2 matches. so.. lost! haha! but it was okie. and i realli enjoyed myself. it's been quite awhile since i exercised so much. think the previous time was trainings before east zone competition ba. come to think of it, it's realli been aeons ago. hee! but me, being a netball noob, could onli jump high high. and practically all i did was hitting the ball away. and of cox winning scissors paper stone wif the other team captains. haha! so it was a realli draining time at capnet and i kena TWO blisters!! shucks! and guess wad? after my match i rem that i have emerge badminton on sat! ahh! can u imagine the nitemare of playing wif TWO blisters!? oh no!! hope my feet recovers SOON! so i went home after slacking ard for long long time. den... suddenly it started raining! and it's not a gradual increase in intensity. it's realli a sudden downpour. sooo scary! and i had my sch bag and a guitar wif me! sianz! luckily mommy ask me bring umbrella. phew! but still i got all wet. dere's no diff whether i wear shoes or not. cox i can feel the rain water accumulating in my shoes. and the feeling sucks! my sch bag was all wet. my back was oso all wet. haix..wad a way to end the day yea? so i got home fully drenched, hungry, and tired. jux ate half a plate of rice and went slp. realli din feel like waking up to do homework de. but still managed to crawl out of bed half awake. cham la.. wonder wad am i gonna wear to sch tml..my sch shoe's all wet. sianz! gonna end here le, if not this post will become a veri whiney one.. hee!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
♥ 1:01 PM
holidays are gonna be over soon. haven't done a single piece of homework. im sooo dead. hee! been sick these few days. down wif sorethroat, cough, phlem, running nose. think all these will ultimately lead to fever. sian! hope i get well b4 emerge badminton. dere seems to have a lot of ppl falling ill nowadays. weird..well, im gonna give cg a miss today. dun want go dere and spread virus to other ppl. hope will be well enuff for service tml. pls dun get any worse.. this week is pastor phil. how can i ever miss his service yea? esp the ccc band! merely watching over the internet is nvr satisfying enuff. hee! so im jux gonna lac the whole day and if have time den maybe homework. hee!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
♥ 10:19 PM
went play pool wif mark, wan li, jinyi, and a few others today. it rocks man!!! make my day! hee! i think i play better pool than badminton. i should jux quit badm and join pool for cca.. haha!! nah.. i think it's jux beginner's luck. scored many tycos, and i totally own today's game man! 5 balls in a row! whoo!! haha!! i think we're probably the noisiest table around. we were shouting, screaming, and luffing our heads off. esp the 2 jump balls.... sooooo funni!! i luff till sit on e floor! hahaha!! had a realli enjoyable time at pool today! whoo!~ so after pool went play badmtinon wif church ppl. all taking part in emerge badm de. i was like dying and rotting dere. even marshall asked me," u come here to teach ah?" den i was like," wad else can i do?" haha! it was realli sooo sian! wanna prac my strokes oso cant. but later i played a doubles match against some other ppl. won la. but not satisfied wif e results. cox dun nid to play 3 sets de. and dun nid play till so close. marshall la!! wanna anyhow hit. wanna do pattern. den worse still all nvr cross net.. sian! den lost 2nd set. luckily won 3rd set. but score was veri close 15-13. haix.. but it's okie la. hope emerge can do better. $150 voucher! whoo! im sooo looking forward to next sat!
Monday, March 12, 2007
♥ 9:57 PM
wad more can i say for my performance today? nth much and dun feel like talking bout it. so after dat went meet up wif charmaine and a few others. went hougang kbox. it was cool. enjoyed singing chi songs.. hee! at least it helped brighten up my day. but most songs were so emo. lucky dere were some which has funni mvs. so times flies when one is enjoying and 4 hrs flew pass jux like dat. i had fun learning few chi songs=)
Friday, March 09, 2007
♥ 9:38 PM
today marks the end of the 1st term. so i've 3 more terms to go b4 my o levels. scary... hee! common test this round was okie. not cox all my results were fairly good, but it was kinda extreme. eng cher wrote good on both my compo and letter but gave me borderline passes. so eng was c5. E maths got an A1(for the first time in my sec sch life!). geog i improved by 2 grades( quite satisfied). chi B3, but i expected an A( not too bad though). phy A2(quite okie). and for the disappointing ones... A maths(fail, D7) sian!! but i expected it la. was realli a rush thru paper. chem(fail, D7) oso another sian 1. pull down my comb. sci marks. wonder y i failed my chem sia. i thought dat the chem paper was easier than e phy paper. haix.. nvm. bio(C6, this 1 i realli veri disappointed. i expected an A) but nobody got A la. so it was okie. marking was veri strict this time round. so overall balance out, it's okie. that's all for my results for 1st term.so i've stepped down from badminton too. i'll surely miss the team a lot. they've made my sec sch life an adventure, and i'll nvr ever regret coming to hai sing. i've been listening to the songs i used to listen to when i was in sec 1 and 2. brought back some really sweet memories of the team. i still remember the first day i went for the selection. geraldine kept smashing me, and in my mind i was thinking.." wad the heck is this fella doing? wanna kill me is it?" and my impression of her was realli quite bad. hee! but thank God it's all in the past. and the 1st match i've ever played in my life was with charlotte. i blur blur have no idea that she was a national player. and she gave me 1 sympathy mark by hitting out purposely. and how times flies...now the last match i'll play for hai sing is coming in 3 days time. and i'll officially step down from badminton. although i'll still continue playing the sport, i believe the feeling will never be the same.
u noe it's always at the end when u start thinking of the beginning and start missing how things were back then. but i believe the end is always better than the beginning and there'll always come a time when u have to make a decision move on to accomplish greater things in life. but oso through these few days of listening to old songs, i feel that songs that one used to listen to can make 1 feel like time has been turned back during that short 3 to 4 minutes. and i realli feel as if im back in lower sec and is still a small gal. isn't it amazing dat a song possesses such powers? haha!!
Sunday, March 04, 2007
♥ 9:08 PM
today's service pastor tan preached a great msg bout treat doing good as a part of doing well. serving today was veri tiring too. i've nvr been so stretched since i joined usher. everybody's sick so not many ushers turned up. arena jux nice 3 ushers including ic. terrace no ushers onli got acupoint. it was a veri tiring service. but none the less everything went smoothly and the seats were filled veri quickly. one of my fastest records..hee!! so after service went eat bk wif cg after recyling. bk was soooo crowded. im so pissed wif e stupid guy at the counter. he's sooo super slow. see got so many ppl le still so slow. aiyo! ruined my day sia. he waited at e burger dere for dem to make the burger instead of attending to the next customer first. where got such thing 1!! haix.. waste my time! was totally pissed off wif him. can even feel the fire burning inside. i was so close to screaming at him. thank God for tolerance. den went white sands to buy new watch. my watch strap snapped yest. sianz.. worst is nowhere sells my white addidas strap. unless i wanna change to black strap, which i find kinda weird. so decided to get a new one instead. it feels so weird without a watch. kept looking at my empty wrist the whole day. finally went eat dinner at ah ma hse since it's e last day of cny. and my cousin is totally obssessed with my psp. cant keep his hands away from it. he even wanted to bring it home! haha! and he has a DS and X-box somemore. play my psp for wad sia. hee! so uncle drove us home and finally i can rest..phew.. it's been a long long day.
