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Thursday, November 30, 2006
♥ 8:53 PM

went for badminton gathering today at orchard.. wanted 2 eat at cafe cartel at first but realised dat it wasn't halal so e malays could not eat. den we went 2 swensens instead. meal came wif free soup, drinks, and ice cream! and chers paid 50% of it!! yay!! after e meal a few of us went heeren 2 walk walk.. den andrea, liwen, and khaliesah kept asking me 2 try these slippers. i was not attracted 2 it at first but after trying it a few times i got kinda addicted 2 it and loved it veri much!!! so 3 of dem r gonna combine money buy 4 me as christmas present! cool! so after walking for awhile we went watch happy feet!! it was such a great great movie!!! i strongly recommend it!!! e penguins are soooo cute! and e story is sooo nice! it's like kinda scary at some parts, esp when e fatty sea lion wanna eat e penguin!! so scary sia! i dun dare watch! hahaha!! but e show was veri nice and enjoyable! oh ya! and liwen and me shared popcorn but she wanted sweet while i wanted salted.. so we had it combined. and when watching e movie, she ate mostly salted and i ate mostly sweet.. haha!!kinda tired now... havnig friendly match wif bukit batok sec tml.. sian.. travel so far. hope my knees dun hurt.. cox yest training my right knee was injured so i depended a lot on my left knee and thigh muscles. and now it's kinda aching. hopefully it'll be alrite tml. hee!!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006
♥ 11:29 PM

been veri slpy lately.. feeling weird. hee! woke up early for training today.. had no energy at all.. my legs were weak cox of e 3.2km run e previous training and my arms were aching cox of e bbq e day b4. so training was kinda sucky but this time made us run 6 rounds instead of 8. and yes! i managed 2 not stop for all 6 rounds!! yay!! and andrea they all were kinda crazy at trainings lately.. she became a theif today when she wore thay stupid looking hat and her gun was a comb.. hahaha!! i doubt she'll go far with dat career. and they were screaming whole day! awhile got beetle, awhile got bee. weird...hahaha!! and after training we went walk walk at tm and cs den went 4 xp's match. her partner last min backed out so we went 2 try our luck with a substitution of either me or agnes. but too bad, we went all e way down 2 toa payoh and they rejected us. wad's worse is dat although e opponents were from indonesia, they were not as strong as we expected! so it was realli a wasted opportunity. but it was not a wasted trip! i went dere and saw how many players played. learned a few things too. and im realli amazed by this match of hong kong gals doubles against singapore gals doubles. they were incredible!! 1 of e hong kong gals could lob with her backhand!! and all e while i tot onli boys could do dat! and their netting and smashing.. wow! it realli blows me away! it's like after seeing their match i feel so ashamed of myself. it's jux a simple netting and they can play it till it makes e audience holding on 2 e edge of their seats. and e singapore team's defence.. it was way brilliant!!! it scares me dat one could actually play like dat!! i wanna do it all too!!!! i think this was one of e best matches i've ever watched in my life. so in e end hong kong won by a veri close margin. cool sia!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
♥ 5:44 PM

im bushed! tired! out of gas le.. hahaha!! had a super tiring day yest and today. yest morning training cher made us run total of 8 rounds around e stadium. woahx! my knees are giving away now.. cant seem 2 stand properly 4 long now. legs feel like jelly. and chalet.. e rain ruined it all.. so it was a real gathering instead.. whereby we jux sat dere and toked bout our lives. all e gals were squeezed up along e chalet stairs. it was kinda hot and stuffy cox of e rain.

so we had 2 wait till bout 7 till e rain stopped 2 get out of e hse to bbq. oh ya! and we had super lots of food!!



carry till my hands breaking le.. lucky got this realli super nice fren janet help me carry. hee!! so i jux nid 2 hold e umbrella. and e boys ah.. haix.. take so long 2 ask dem 2 move. so e bbq begins..


some of e food became chao da cox if this...
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looks like we r all not veri good at this bbq thing. hee!! so after e bbq i went home 2 bathe at around 10+. shun bian slpt for 2 hours. so i went back chalet at around 3am. they did not seem 2 noe wad 2 do. so we went walk walk 4 awhile at downtown east. and when we came back e boys played majong while some others choose 2 slp..



e guy slping by himself has fully mastered e art of slping of not being affected by e worst noise on earth.. majong! and he's also e longest and most creative sleeper ever! he changes his pose so many times, we gals gave up on counting. haha!!



this is e conventional method of e game of majong.. let me show u e new creation of e game invented by my dear fren...



can u see e dice making up e eyes? ooh! it's so much easier 2 master than e orginal 1. hahaha!! so they played till check out time while i tried my best 2 stay awake but eventually failed and slpt on e stairs. oh! and when i nodded off, my phone slipped out of my hands and fell off e stairs wif a loud thudd.. which made me e attention focus 4 awhile dere. make me so paiseh la! haha!! so i guess dat's all 4 chalet! tml got training.. wonder if i can still play.. hee!!

Sunday, November 26, 2006
♥ 11:23 PM

this week was pastor phil's service.. it's was GREAT!! he preached bout prayer being the fundemental critiria as a christian. it's realli got me on fire for prayer now! it's like all i wanna do is pray. hahaha!! and his new book.. moving in the spirit.. how i wish i get get my hands on 1. but now building fund.. my pocket money is barely enuff. sianz.. christmas is coming!! so if u read this, u'll noe wad 2 get 4 me! hee!! and pls coordinate hor! dun all give me e same book.. although i believe in abundance. hahaha!! oh ya! and ccc's new song.. the one.. the road is long, the valley's deep, the ocean's right in front of me. but God saved the day, Jesus Christ You're the way, the truth, the life, the hope for all mankind.. whoo!!! i can dance man! it gets me sooo on fire!! i feel like im literally burning inside now! hahaha!! oh! and another thing.. i had a breakthru today! i managed 2 do my quiet time for 1 hr!!!! Praise The Lord!!! it's been veri long since i last did for 1 hr.. everytime it's bout 45 min onli. but today i originally started off wif no intention of doing my quiet time. i jux wanted 2 worship with my guitar. but while worshipping i felt e fire of God coming into my heart so i started praying in tongues and eventually it became a quiet time. so.. Praise The Lord! hahaha!! tml got training.. kinda sian.. not realli in e mood of playing badminton now. after training got pri sch gathering.. at costa sands chalet at pasir ris park.. hope it'll be fun ba. wonder who's going.. hmm. hee!! im thinking should i roller blade dere or cycle dere. my bicycle tire pumchek, but i dun feel like blading dere too.. xiang cen should noe why.. HAHAHA!! dun feel like walking or taking bus dere.. cox they sure will cycle or sth den i nid spend money on rental again.. dat'll be veri sian.. hee!! guess dat's bout it le ba.. tml will be a busy day!!

Saturday, November 25, 2006
♥ 12:01 AM

had work today at toa payoh till 9. but surprisingly today's work is less tiring compared 2 normal. maybe my legs have grown stronger. hee!! managed 2 get quite a number of votes today. but toa payoh mr bean e in charge veri fierce!!! i dun like her! i jux worked for 10mins alrd kena scolded 3 times le.. can u imagine how many times i kena scolded e whole day??? i even lost count!! and it's cox of some of e dumbest reasons. example 1) eh! dun stand so far away leh!!! jux stand in front can le!-fyi, im jux standing beside e store 2) too near la!! blocking customers!! go 2 e side!!-i wonder why they ask me go in front in e first place 3) dun ask e customers queueing leh!! will disrupt e queue!!-they queueing oso nth 2 do why cannot ask sia 4) eh!! both of u dun tok so much leh!! go separate ways!! u all tok too much dat why not enuff votes!!- alone veri boring 1 sia, no motivation oso 5) no OT la!! 1 or 2 dollars more oso cannot!!- when in e first place im not asking for more money but for more coupons 2 give out ............ soooo sian right!!!! totally ruin my day! e other shops auntie nicer.. they will help us get votes, ask us if wanna drink, hungry or not, will tok 2 us... e toa payoh 1 when i say bye bye they oso nvr greet back. hmph!! not nice 1!! okie so today's entry was more of a complain.. but u think i want meh? u noe i was soooo angry jux now? hmph! jux thinking bout it makes me angry!! wanna poke e auntie eyes! and kick her pi ku!!!

Friday, November 24, 2006
♥ 12:50 AM

it's almost 1am now.. waiting for dad 2 come home. flight delay, sianz.. i jux love it when my dad comes home. cox whenever he comes back, he will give me money!!! at least $50! so im happy happy happy!!! hee! so decided 2 blog a little while waiting..

okie.. so i woke up like 6:40am today. onli slpt like less than 5 hours. woke up wif back aching, thighs aching, and my knee... e scratches are still pain!! but im surprised dat i managed 2 slog out of bed 2 get 2 work! and i even got dere 15 mins earlier! cool! oh ya! and cox i duno how 2 get 2 e shop ma. so i saw this auntie wearing e uniform. so i follow her lo. she veri funni sia!! tot i follow her wanna rob her or sth. scare her 2 death. HAHAHA!! i knew sth was wrong when she kept looking back at me walking slowly behind. it's like im soo misunderstood la!!! alamak! auntie.. wo na li xiang huai ren!?!? she like taller than me, bigger than me, older than me. scared wad scared sia. hahhah!! but today's work was kinda okie la. i managed 2 get quite a number of votes today. and im working in air con place!!! finally! hee! but it's onli for today. so it's kinda sian. cox tml will be hot again! gonna have a late nite tml.. cox working e second shift. 5 to 9. whoo! i nid energy man! been drained dry since yesterday. this morning i practically yawned all e way and slpt my way back 2 pasir ris. oh ya! and saw steve while working today!! so qiao sia! hee hee!! i had a feeling i would see someone today.. i din noe so accurate 1 sia! cool!! okie la.. gonna go off le.. dad's back. tired 2 bits now. it's e "z" monster again!!

Thursday, November 23, 2006
♥ 12:45 AM

wow! had a hectic day today. was woken up by a donkey's sms early morning 10am!!! barely ate anything too. im tired like shit now. jux got home.. it's like i caught 1 of e last few bus 21 home. tml gotta wake up early.. sianz.. but it's 4 work!! so it's not dat bad eh?? money money money... muahahhah!!! den can give more 2 building fund ma! hee! i jux calculated.. i'll be earning around $80 next week.. but plus my previous pay i should be getting around $100+ cool!! my mind is like filled wif money now la. hahhaha!! okie la.. gotta end here. pray 4 a great day tml!!! Hallelujah!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006
♥ 9:08 PM

jux came back from work and badminton. work was okie.. i managed 2 get 30 votes!! not bad 4 a first timer at no-man's land. hee! badminton was okie too although i lost 2 a dumb fat guy. i was jux scanning thru some blogs when i came upon aaron's. yup.. e dancer /beat-boxer /guitarist from N276. he mentioned dat he went 2 a performance and tot 2 himself dat e dancers were more than dancers but performers. and dat how different are they from him dat they can achieve such heights. he did a few comparisons and this made me think 2 myself too.. im a badminton player, seeded players are oso badminton players. we all share e same passion 4 e sport, we all train hard. lets see wad r some areas dat im different from dem.. they have a coach, i dun have. they train everyday, i onli train 3 times a week. they are taller, i am shorter. but i have a bunch of frens dat support me with all their hearts no matter i win or lose. my parents dun pressure me, and most importantly, i have my Great Big Daddy God with me. besides, 3 trainings per week is quite sufficient isn't it? and i play e best i noe how. sometimes i realli dun quite understand.. izzit realli e coaching and training dat matters? my skills can be comparable 2 dem, but i lose out during tournaments. why is this so? is it complacency? am i scared? or am i always rushing into things? hmm...

okie. so i guess my match is tml and i dun have much time le. getting kinda nervous jux thinking bout it. chan liying..ex tkgs player..jc 1 now. can i do it? do i have wad it takes? will i freak out when i see her? will i cry if i lose? i realli duno. after i lost e match against e fatty uncle jux now i went out 2 pray a little, looking for answers. and God said.."calista, be still". so i guess this is wad it's all about? being calm when im unsure and jux give my all? so b4 i played e second set i can feel e peace of e Holy Spirit filling me. and i played much better.. although i still lost. hee! and i felt much more satisfied with myself. so i think this will be e way im gonna fight tml.. all 3 matches.. with e peace, strength, blessing, and annointing of God...and E151.. thanks for ur smses!!! realli appreciated dem.. and a million thanks wan li!!!! for informing e cg bout my matches.. im realli blessed 2 have you as my fren!!! pls keep me in prayers cox im kinda off form and not realli feeling well.. although it's much better than yest:)

Saturday, November 18, 2006
♥ 11:21 PM

okie.. so today was my first official day at work. it was tiring man! standing whole day. okie, maybe not whole day la.. minus e time im in e nice and comfy big car. hahaha! but overall it was a great day! traveled from 1 place 2 another doing promo 4 e soya bean shop..mr bean! e mascot like super zai la! sooooo cute! i even took a pic wif it. actually i wnated 2 be e mascot.. cox it's like $16 per hour!! whoo! but they say i too short. nid at least 1.7.. sianz.. but e ladys dere were quite nice la. cox got one time we 9 ppl nid squeeze 1 car. it's quite okie la.. cox e car is a 7 seater car. den i said,"woahx! zai sia!" as in.. so cool la. cox we all managed 2 fit in. but e 40+ 50 yr old lady mistook my "zai" as squeezy. so it was kinda funni. and overall, i even had a $5 bonus as incentive cox we met our target of more than 600 votes! plus plus... cox e boss of mr bean is my fren's dad, he treated us 2 a sumptous dinner at toa payoh and even drove us home individually!! i feel dat he is realli such a great boss!!! cox although he is boss, he served his emplyees with e plates, drinks, even e food!!! he distributed e food individually 2 each and everyone of us! and although his employees said it was okie 2 let dem off at e bus stop, his replied was like.." nvm, it's jux a few turns away" it's like.. he is sooooo zai la!!! and his business is prospering, family life is wonderful. wow! it's like everything a man desires la! okie, so away from my boss, i got a few more days of work cox they manage 2 fit in some jobs 4 me despite my super duper tight schedule. dat means more money!!! whoo!! realli feel like singing e song..."im running after You..." cox money is running after me!! hahaha! oh ya! and a shared e testi i previously wrote on my blog at a cg i attended yest. and guess wad? e cgl said dat it was a great testi and all her members should share testi like me!!! whoo!! and she kept on showering me wif praises throughout e whole cg meeting!!! im sooooo happy!!! and e thing is.. i nvr planned 2 share testi but it came out great! i realli din know i could share like dat!!! so it must be God speaking thru me! now im on fire!!! HAHAHA!! okie.. guessi should stop here le.. if not my keyboard gonna catch fire le. LOL! bye bye ppl! needa rest myself 4 a great service tml! Praise The Lord!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006
♥ 7:31 PM

yoz! here's a testimony 2 share..okie, so recently i've been kinda down at luck wif all dat's happening around me. But! our God is always good and faithful, and His word nvr fails. prayer meeting b4 cg last week, ziwei said sth bout we gotta dare 2 move den onli will God move. so he suggested bout taking up a part time job or sth. so here's e main point..i received a job offer from my fren yest. it was onli den, when i realised dat it was e 3rd job offer i received this holiday! it den came 2 me dat everyone around me are looking 4 jobs 2 spend their holiday. however, 4 my case, jobs are looking 4 me instead! how cool is dat? and u noe wad? wad's even more zai is dat this 3rd job offer is onli a 1 day job! so im able 2 take it up! and e pay is $4 per hour! whoo!! man! our God is good!! plus plus plus... all i have 2 do is 2 sit dere all day helping ppl sms!!!! how much better can this get??? whoo!!! God's Word is sooooo true!!!! we chase after Him, and money will chase after us!!! Hallelujah! despite me turning down e other 2 jobs becox of my badminton responsibilities, God made a way 4 me 2 still be able 2 work! and this job is realli important esp thru this time of building fund. and i believe dat this is onli e beginning.. dere's much more blessings dat awaits in e next 6 months 2 come! Praise The Lord!

Monday, November 13, 2006
♥ 7:57 PM

kinda sian 2 blog. anyway.. here it goes. after past week's services wif rev. dr. ulf ekman, i realli felt a new anointing of e Holy Spirit upon my life and the church. he is realli such an anointed preacher! many tots and plans are running thru my mind these days. i veri much want my sch 2 be part of this great revival. but it seems as thou ppl around me are not as hyped up. sometimes i get irritated easly due 2 these kinda stuff. so..wad am i suppose 2 do? haix..

nvm.. let's not tok bout dat le. so i went 4 training today. it was quite normal ba. except dine came 2 train oso. we are suppse 2 play doubles 4 e upcoming competition. but judging from how we played jux now... my morale is kinda low. the draw for this competition kinda made things worse. i highly doubt i can get any unluckier than gettiing this draw. im playing wif a 17 yr old for singles. name, chan liying. as 4 doubles, me and geraldine are e onli ones playing last 64 whereas others all advance 2 last 32. and both matches are on e same day! it's jux 2 hrs apart! plus.. if we win our doubles, e next match is 1 hour later! oh man.. wad can be more tiring than this? 3 matches in a row.. whoo! either i make it or i break myself.. haha!!

oh ya! and shuttle hit my face today.. boo hoo!! it wasn't targeted at my face at first but after my failed attempt 2 hit it back, it hit my racket frame and went into my face. in addition 2 dat, my racket hit my leg. so now my leg got this red mark dat looks like it's been caned.

Thursday, November 09, 2006
♥ 11:27 PM

guess today is kind of a bad day for a lot of people. seems like everybody's gruding. those taking Os, those going for bridging. haix.. now im struggling to finish my maths homework. my brain seems 2 b dead. i did like almost every question wrongly. sianz.. realli dun feel like doing..

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
♥ 3:20 PM

jacinta is being crazy again... it's times like these when i have 1 wish and dat would be 2 shoot her in e head wif a gun! such an idiot! she on e vol till 20 can. i on till 15 she go off it till 12. *&^$@#%!!!!! dun wanna tok bout it le. $^&%&^*!!!!!

Thursday, November 02, 2006
♥ 11:04 PM

okie.. so today had kind of a bad start. woke up early morning rushed 2 sch. tot dere was physics bridging. but! i forgot all e sci bridging onli those who fail nid 2 go. haix.. and i got like A1 4 phy. went sch so early..sianz.. wad's worse is e next lesson is chem. which i oso dun nid 2 go. woahx! i realli feel so dumb la. so i wiated and waited for 2 and a half hours. boring shit sia. tried 2 waste time doing holiday homework but my brain seems 2 be dead. not functioning properly.. den had emaths den social studies. BORING! but my day became better when i went 4 make up cell grp. like sooo super duper fun la!!! i haven't ben enjoying cg this much since long long ago when my cg stayed back till late late 2 play sadist games. hee hee!! i luff till eyes got tears sia! i always have such a great time wif dem...hee!
so overall i had a good day!!!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006
♥ 8:52 PM

went bridging in e morning. den went for some sucky badminton training. kinda hate training now..kena 2 blisters on monday le den haben heal yet now on e same spot got another blister. sianz..although compettion is nearing, training jux bores me out. especially now with mr khoo going a little crazy and overly paranoid bout things. i am suppose 2 go 4 my album recording today at 2. but training is oso at 2. so when i came 2 noe bout e recording, i mged him. (which was yest) guess wad!? he rejected, disapproved, frustratedly disallowed me from mising training! ahhhh!! he even questioned me if it i tink it is more important han badminton! wad e!?! if he dun trust me den why make me captain i e first place sia! he made me feel as though all my 3 years of commitment is nothing la! but lucky got this veri super nice teacher call ms seah.. she saved my life! she called up mr khoo 4 me den kinda kena scolded cox of me. and she paid for my cab fare! cox i had 2 rush down 2 e recording studio from training. so today i was onli at e studio for bout 1hr 30min. recorded e demo for here i am to worship. was shivering sia! cox e studio like super cold la! oh ya! and i was stuck in e taxi going round and round ang mo kio looking for e place. but e uncle veri sweet la.. i haben gan chiong yet he so kan chiong le. haha!! i even had 2 calm him down.

overall, today's recording went quite well. but i din noe my strumming skills suck sia! like so weird la.. but my take was e most successful 1. cox heard from e others e singer was recording for more than 1 hr and onli managed 2 record e first verse for his song. they said e people dere were veri strict wif e recording. i had 2 takes onli. hee! my first take was a bit fast. cox they say follow e drums. but maybe i strum too hard den i cant hear e drums thru my headphones. but e second take they made it louder so it was much better. but e process realli veri stress sia! my fren stress till headache.. hahahaha!! haix.. fri recording cant go. cox got training. sianz.. cher gave me a big fat NO! but lucky ms seah and e other guy in charge veri gd. they try 2 arrange other days for my songs. they make my day!whoo!


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