Thursday, December 31, 2009
♥ 12:21 AM
looking forward to start my job. feeling dead tired now. hoping that 6am does not come too soon. need to sleep now. sayonara!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
♥ 12:01 AM
I think that burdens are good. provided they come from God. cox they give you a direction in life. shows you in a strong and certain way where your heart is really leading you. and Godly fear is good. but humans just have this one weakness of forgetfulness which draws us away from God or take Him for granted.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
♥ 9:59 PM
I think there wouldn't be testimony for cg on fri, so i shall type it here(:
GOD IS GOOD MAN! no no, good was an understatement. He is unexplainably AWESOME! He's so right! it's indeed been awhile! initially i thought He meant that it's been awhile since i trusted him in this manner. But trust me on this.. there is a level of faith that will blow open the windows of heaven over your life and POUR blessings like a tsunami! yes! it's indeed been awhile since the reality of God hit me in the head like a building fell on me! whee!! i really can't thank Him enough for the things He has done for me.
1) Thank you for the iphone!
2) Thank you for the iphone plan
3) Thank you for the tuition job that pays $20 per hour
4) Thank you for another tuition job that pays $25 per hour
5) Thank you for the universal studios that pays $10 per hour!!!!
This is awesome!! now, let me tell you guys what happened. today i received a call from victor telling me of another tuition assignment for sec sch sci and it starts this sat. so of cox i took it and it pays $25 per hour. so that's great! then later in the afternoon (Thank God i wasn't having my usual afternoon nap), an unknown number called and asked if i was calista. turns out it was from universal studios. so of cox before anything i asked for the pay and the kind lady said $6.50. so of cox, i hesitated. cox it's super far and it's not really worth it for the money considering i could do relief teaching in a sch and earn much more than that. So i told her i'd consider and get back to her, and i got back to watching my korean show. a few minutes later, she called again. i thought she was gonna ask me for a reply now. but to my amazingly delightful surprise, she apologised for having quoted the wrong pay and she said it's $10 per hour! IMMEDIATELY i said i'll take the job!
Is this awesome or what!!! whoo~ and guess what, i have a feeling that this is not the end. There's more to come. i believe that it'll continue to come until i cannot handle it and it flows over to all those around me! that's the kind of abundance i wanna live in!
Malachi 3:10
Bring all the tithes into the storehouse, That there may be food in My house, And try Me now in this,” Says the LORD of hosts, “ If I will not open for you the windows of heaven And pour out for you such blessing That there will not be room enough to receive it.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
♥ 4:13 PM
I'm just so glad that prom is over. phew! i suddenly feel that my heart is very heavy for i dont know what. maybe cox it gained weight? Anw, sometimes it just feels so weird. i kinda hate it when i do things out of habit. but some habits are just hard to kick. yet i feel awkward cox it's merely going through the motions. this is retarded...
Monday, December 07, 2009
♥ 4:05 PM
this post was supposed to be due on sat but i was too tired so.. heck la. HAHA! sleep's more important.
welcome to my world my new friend! Whee~ this is real real awesome! and smsing on this thing is kinda addictive. HAHA. Thank God for free unlimited smses! okay, i need money now! so jobs, interviews, tuition, you better come to me! Wahahaha! i'm dreading wednesday... bye bye
Thursday, December 03, 2009
♥ 12:59 AM
to think that just a month ago i was filled with thoughts of retaining and failing cox it just seemed so impossible that i can even survive the A levels given the state my results are in. and now im just a few hours away to freedom, a few hours away from finishing what i've started for 45 cents of bus fare two years ago. why am i still here typing away? cox i've been sleeping late these few days and it's kinda difficult to fall asleep now. anw, thinking back at what's happened these 2 months, i'm really lost for words at His grace upon my life. I dont really know how to explain it, but it's so obvious to me that, duh! it's not me, but it's all Him. it has always been Him.
No matter what's my result, it doesn't matter anymore. That's not very important anyway. at least it's not the most important. haha. the most i'll just go open mama shop. anybody wanna join me? HAHA! okay. i'm going to try to sleep. and enjoy tomorrow! Whoo~ you know what? actually something that i really wanna do, i wanna enjoy every day of my life!
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
♥ 12:04 PM
came across this on facebook and found it kind of interesting. i call it sheryl's dream life.
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.
I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you
worried or upset.
I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again.
I want to live simple again. I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness, and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So . . . here's my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my bank statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.
And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first, cause........
......“Tag! You're it.“
(Author Unknown but much appreciated)
