Monday, November 30, 2009
♥ 5:51 PM
when im bored, this is what i do.
been trying to bake cookies these few days. and im proud to say that im proud of myself despite getting my finger burnt again (:
actually having no school is kind of boring. although sch's boring too, at least there are ppl to entertain you, play itouch with you. at home, it's just me, my dog, and God. and there's nobody to play with me ): i want a ps3! or at least i want my ps2 to come home soon. and im yearning for an iphone!! and i'm sooooo getting that planetshakers album! and i need guitar string! and i wish that 9th dec would just vanish from the calender so i dont have to bother about prom. and i want to get that bio paper over and done with. and i pray that either moe or the tuition agencies get back to me within this 2 weeks. and i want to go overseas SOON. and i wanna go climb mountain! anybody wanna go with me? HAHA.
I NEED SOMETHING TO ENTERTAIN ME!!!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
♥ 4:43 PM
Language is a very important tool. with the right words used, coupled with the appropriate sentence structure, we can make a harsh comment with little or even no hurt involved and yet get our point across. or from the opposite view, a simple comment can turn into a quarrel if the wrong words were used. So when we improve on our language, it shouldn't just be about improving our self-image, but i feel that there's a greater purpose. For others. For christians especially, this is even more important. cox it's when we've honed this skill of language that God can use us to change people's lives through our words. God can't use someone whose words are merely for getting the job done, because if the person is just saying it because he has to, there will be no love in whatever he says. too often, our words are just about OURSELVES, about how WE can feel good, how WE can feel in charge. and we dont even know that it's these things that brings hurt to others. But then again, we're all imperfect. So it's normal to fail once in a while as long as we try. But are we even trying?
Right intention + wrong words/wrong method = misunderstanding
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
♥ 11:21 PM
truth is, most of the time, it's not the situation. it's our minds that trap us.
2012 is nice! the scariest part was when the dog had to cross over this metal thing to get to the owner. my heart almost stopped pumping! really!!!
anyway, the show kind of made me think? not that the end of the world is not already constantly on my mind, but i just feel a little confused. What if the world really ends in 2012? (which i highly doubt so) but maybe it'll be like the movie? not really judgement day, but rather a huge catastrophe that will wipe out 99% of us. Will you fight with everything you have to live? or just accept it and let the waves crush you? I really dont want the world to end tomorrow. cox it would have meant that i spent my last few months studying.... which is retarded....
Monday, November 16, 2009
♥ 9:33 PM
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
I'm addicted to this song now. i feel that this song speaks so much about how we should relate to God. That at times when we're uncertain, when we feel that the road ahead is difficult, we dont demand God, we dont stop doing what we're called to do, but we WAIT upon Him.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
♥ 11:47 PM
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF I SAID
THAT WE ARE THE ONES WHO CAN MAKE THE CHANGE
IN THE WORLD TODAY
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF I SAID
THAT ALL OF THE DREAMS IN YOUR HEART
CAN COME TRUE TODAY
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF I SAID
THAT LIFE CAN BE ALL THAT
YOU WANT IT TO BE TODAY
AND IF I HAD WINGS I WOULD FLY
'CAUSE ALL THAT I NEED, YOU ARE
AND IF THE WORLD CAVED IN AROUND ME
TO YOU I'D STILL HOLD ON
'CAUSE YOU'RE ALL THAT I BELIEVE
AND THE ONE THAT CREATED ME
JESUS, BECAUSE OF YOU
I'M FREE
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF I SAID
THAT GOD CAN MAKE MIRACLES HAPPEN TODAY
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF I SAID
THAT YOU DON'T NEED TO WAIT FOR THE ANSWERS BEFORE
YOU STEP OUT IN FAITH
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF I SAID
THAT NOTHING IS EVER IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD
JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH GOD INSIDE
YOU WON'T REGRET ONE MOMENT OF IT
AND GIVE ALL THAT YOU CAN FOR GOD
FOR GOD
Monday, November 09, 2009
♥ 6:34 PM
You know why A level isn't scary? because my Father set it.
I'm not prepared. I know no matter how much time I'm given to prepare, I never will be. But that's the way my Daddy works. He doesn't put me through any test or exam, or ask me to do anything that I feel that I'm well prepared or well skilled for. He knows how I work. He knows that if He sends me a task that i can accomplish with my own capabilities, I will become proud. So He always sends the "impossible" and work on it with me. This way, it brings the both of us closer and i can accomplish the task without falling into pride. plus, when my Daddy does something, He doesn't just do it mediocrely, He makes sure the work is excellent.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
♥ 11:02 PM
Something interesting that i learnt this week...
God knows how we humans are wired up. He knows that if we can earn money/ work for 7 days a week, 24 hours a day, we will. That's why He gave us the commandment to remember the sabbath day by keeping it holy. from monday to saturday, we are working, and so is God. But He rests on the seventh day. So what makes you think if you work on the seventh day, God will work with you?
Thursday, November 05, 2009
♥ 10:49 PM
money, is it really so important? What's with that few pieces of paper if it's not a matter of life and death? why are people so self-centered when it comes to money? come on, there's so much that you're missing out on if all you think about of is yourself and your money. gosh! i know that you're trying to do something. but has it ever occurred to you that I'm also trying to do sth here and it's much more urgent and important?? how difficult is it to see that I'm kind of struggling and the least you can do is to leave me alone? argh!!
a person's maturity can be seen from the standards of priority they hold in their life. what's important, what's urgent. i really cant stress this enough. sometimes i wonder. is it really so difficult so judge what's important and what's urgent? i guess i really really need to be more patient, understanding and wise. or i'll explode.
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
♥ 10:24 PM
human beings. when will we start saying what we mean and what what we say? i think at least 90% of us fall into the category of merely offering lip service. we say we'll be at a certain place at a certain time but we're late. we always tell our friends," we'll meet up soon yea?" but we really dont want to free up time to meet them. how about this? we tell God," God, we love You, we give our lives to You, we're fully committed to You." but how much of it do we really mean what we say?
I conclude, all human beings are selfish. haha. Truth is, most of the things we do are driven by fear. we fear losing our "face" so we act friendly. we fear going to hell, so we decide to turn to faith. we fear being alone so we find friends. we fear rejection, so we live by "obligation".
end of the day, we all get to choose. and our so called " obligation" is us choosing fear over what our heart wants us to do.
so then, what kind of fear do you have?
