Thursday, May 07, 2009
♥ 8:42 PM
"confused"
This totally explains how i'm feeling now. it's like a bunch of mixed feelings inside. it's not really because of my match today. but rather for all that i've been through, im confused. I'm a little ( really just a little) disappointed with my match today cox i thought i could win. but then again i did not train so.. ya, whatever. then comes the wrist problem which never fails to cripple me with fear of not being able to play like i used to. but i made 2 new frens today so im quite happy about it. However, this whole badminton journey has sort of come to an "end"? and frankly speaking, i dont know how to face it. I've never imagined life without competitive badminton before. and just being able to play for these 3 days at the nationals has just reminded me of how much i love this game. just when i'm just starting to get addicted once again to the sound of the game it's over.
I'm really so confused (my class is seriously gonna make this a joke man. but who cares, i'm really confused)
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