Tuesday, February 24, 2009
♥ 10:02 PM
Hmm.. been thinking a lot about relationships in life recently since pastor is on the topic of relationships. he says that we all have a love bank inside of us and with each person we know on earth, the person opens a love account inside our love bank. and according to each encounter we have with the person, he or she deposits or withdraws love units from our love bank.
What if both parties' love bank accounts do not tally? isn't that very sad? it's like to somebody u may be no. 1 but to you that same person may be no. 2 or even 3. and because of this there will be insecurity in the other person. woahx, okay, i think im like becoming very sadist.
okay, apart from that. today i spoke to someone about a very long ago past issue and got some things clarified. and all of a sudden i became more aware of e way i think of a certain person. which is not exactly the way i'd like to think of her. as in maybe subconsciously i do know that she's like that but this is the 1st time i spoke out loud and suddenly i realised that she is like that. the power of confession.. wow. anw, i guess most of my questions have been answered. suddenly feel a bit stupid, but it's okay, we all make stupid decisions at times..
=)
Sometimes i hope that life can be simpler. why must we want to get answers? why must we think so much about issues and people? wish i could go back to kindergarten.
