Tuesday, July 15, 2008
♥ 7:31 PM
i had a bad start today. was suppose 2 have land prac this morning 630am in sch. yet when i arrived on time, i onli saw 1 person. i was realli angry la. as in realli realli angry. cox b4 dat i was still feeling a little apologetic to the j1 gal canoeists for making dem wake up so early in e morning just 2 come down to train so i bought breakfast for every one of dem to appreciate dem for taking time 2 come down. and yet this is wad i saw. super angry. makes me feel like not doing so much for e team.
and as i was doing warm up run, i just began to question myself. y am i doing so much? is dere a point? it's like i've nvr put in so much effort even for badminton b4. i've nvr gone to sch at 630am to train b4. i've nvr bought breakfast to encourage my badminton team b4. and it's like canoeing is not even my passion! it's merely a cca to me. i could have chosen e easy way, switch to badminton, and i dun nid 2 train so hard, i can play e game i love so much.
However, Holy Spirit just began to remind me y am i doing all these things. it's becox here is where He has planted me in. i rem when i was choosing a cca, Holy Spirit confirmed dat He wants me in canoeing instead of badminton. And im doing all these things becox i honor Him. and out of my honor for His plans for my life, i honor the people He has placed around me. i honor their time dat's y i turn up early, dat's y i buy dem breakfast. and, ya, it's so true dat when we do things wif our eyes set on people's approval, we'll get upset and disappointed all the time. but when we get a revelation dat wad we're doing is not for man but for God's approval, we have e joy of the Lord as our strength! Praise the Lord dat wadeva im doing it's for Him and Him alone!
