Tuesday, July 29, 2008
♥ 8:39 PM
Bubu is totally drained. super tired from land prac this morning. esp after 5pm, i can seriously slp while standing. haha! anw, today's land prac realli spurred me 2 re-run my 2.4km until i get below 12mins. cox when i told mr chua i ran 12min 51 sec, e look on his face was like in a state of shock or sth. hahaha!! shock in a bad way i mean. lol!! anw, i believe im able 2 run below 12mins! will keep u guys updated on this. hee hee!!
besides dat point, i oso wanna write bout some revelations which i got this week and last week. pst preached bout resting 1 day every week and my "rest day" used to be on sunday. but after hearing wad pst preached, i realise sunday's not realli a rest day for me. cox it's like early morning wake up go church. sometimes even wake up at 630am cox i nid 2 serve. followed by connect group meetings or bible study. and finally guitar lessons at clarke quay. and at e end of e day i will often feel so drained and e onli thing i wanna do is to lie on my comfy bed and slp, onli to realise e next morning is monday. This has been continuing for quite a long time and i realise i burn out very quickly. rem last week or e week b4 i shared with u guys this question which God asked me regarding my home? i finally get what He's trying 2 tell me. He wants to remind me of the things i love to do so much and it's those things which will recharge me for e week ahead. u noe when God asked me bout my home, e 1st place which came into my mind was e badminton court. whenever im sad i will wanna play badminton. i will even feel better just by sitting by e courts watching ppl play. e place just feels like home. and having so many commitments in my life i hardly have time to do e things i like. and often when i have time, i'll be busy doing church stuff or sch stuff. So last week, Holy Spirit told me," it is okay to to take a break. it is okay to do the things u like to do". So my dear twin sis, if u're reading this pls do make time to play badminton with me. dun spend all ur time studying and neglect me and ur beautiful racquet. hee hee!!
next point, u noe God is a God of times and seasons right? This week Holy Spirit opened my mind to another method which He uses to convey which season is it now. songs are often used for healing becox e lyrics relate to our circumstances. Similarly for God, it relates to the seasons He is bringing us through. if u notice, songs which are written during a fixed period of time roughly convey the same message even though the composers may be worlds apart. Hence it is not enuff to stay in our comfort zones and listen to all e old songs which we can all memorise so well. it is very important to listen to new songs so dat we are aware of the season God is working in.
