Wednesday, June 11, 2008
♥ 10:49 PM
long long day... rushed here and dere.
anw, im now in pasir ris cox ah ma and ah gong went missing. yup, i went back to hougang and nobody was dere. called my uncle and he didn't pick up his phone. so, being lazy 2 wash my own clothes, i decided 2 come back to pasir ris. which is gd oso cox tml morning got canoeing.
okie, let's start from yest.. yest nite's leaders meeting was totally Awesome la! ya! with a capital A! hahahaha!! Dr Rob Thomson preached bout being celebrated for your differences. it was a super super gd sermon la. i think im gonna get the book on art of distinction. hee!! i just love jurong church! actually i kinda miss traveling every week from pasir ris to boon lay.
today was realli zai la. morning canoeing followed by karaoke at katong in the afternoon den dinner with cell group. i was so tired i fell aslp for 45mins in the karaoke room la. i noe, a bit waste money. but it's okie. i had fun luffing at the MVs, and ming wei dancing. haha!!
anw, the purpose of me blogging is cox i just feel burdened by this thing called sensitivity. u noe sometimes ppl, out of their bluntness, say things which they think "it's okie" but actually it cuts u deeper than any knife. which leads me to thinking that living life is sth like walking on a tight rope. u've gotta be sensitive to the changes around you or else you're gonna fall, or you might even cause somebody else to fall. and most of the time man fall becox of pride. that at times when things go wrong, we're ever so quick to justify ourselves and put the blame on others instead of apologising. share with you guys sth which i learnt yesterday at leaders meeting... when things go wrong, regardless of whether it is your fault or not, be the 1st to apologise for it. it might not be your mistake, so you might feel indignant saying sorry. but who say u can onli apologise for the mistakes you've made? haven't you heard ppl say," im so sorry this had to happen to your family"? see! we can also apologise becox we feel sorry that this unpleasant matter had to happen. i guess at the end of the day, no matter how others treat you, whether is it insensitively, or being overbearing, how u think (which results in your response) is realli up to yourself.
