Saturday, July 21, 2007
♥ 12:29 AM
today was a realli tiring day. tml's gonna be one too. anyway, my meeting wif the taecher regarding my prayer grp thingy was not say veri gd la. first i feel dat the teacher is totally not open. she's judgmental towards everything i say. which made me veri veri veri uncomfortable talking 2 her. she ask me why i wanna have this prayer grp. so i said i feel dat we nid to have greater fervency in The Lord. so she asked me why nid greater fervency and so on. and i oso duno why it ended up being i'm the idiot who discriminate against catholics. freak sia! realli pissed me off. maybe it's realli sth i said wrongly but it was definately not my intention at all to evangelize to e catholics. anyway i am quite upset bout this. so in order not to let her talk her way thru, i decided not to talk on e sensitive topics. instead i said it's also to pray for the sch. so she asked in wad areas. i said for good health, for protection, for blessings, even for exams. in my opinion, the following question she asked me was one of the dumbest questions i've ever heard in my entire life. she asked... why do u nid 2 pray for health? is dere a problem? woahx! pengz! i gave her those kind of " huh!?" looks. wad e!? nid to be somebody kena cancer or on the verge of dying or Holy Spirit give me a revelation dat a big big plague will come upon our sch den can pray for health ah? wad a stupid question can?? i know she's jux trying 2 be careful. the first 1 i understand cox it's a catholic sch. but the health 1..... realli left me speechless. she gave me those kind of feeling dat she's out to question me until i say sth politically wrong den she'll seize the chance and stab me at the back. wad e!?! i dun believe this. anyway, im pretty upset about this whole darn thing. but she said she'll pray about it and give me a reply. if my prayer meetings she'll be ard den i think i'll jux have a cancel the whole idea. i feel dat it's realli no point trying to talk things out and stress myself up wif ppl who are not open. b4 i could even finish talking, her judgment comes in. and wad i've said to her dat the catholics are not fervent enuff it's not baseless. i have 2 invite my catholic frens to mass and accompany dem dere den they will go. hey, isn't dere a problem?? haix.. i jux hope this will turn out well.