Saturday, March 31, 2007
♥ 10:50 PM
been thinking of how blessed i am, and how wonderous are the ways in which God moves in. through this building fund period i will mostly expect God to realli bless me back with big big blessings. like those which ppl share during services. however during the recent church wide prayer meet while we were praying for the building fund, this thought jux came to me of how did i manage to pull through this period of giving? so as i pondered over this, i was thinking..although i did not realli receive the big big blessing i wanted to, how did i live the days? and i was jux thinking of how i can eat pizza hut with my classmates every week, go hang out and spend money with them more often than before. can buy birthday presents even for my primary school frens, go hang out with dem, lend a fren $100. and the best of all... buy my long ago desired sony psp!! and i did all these things throughout the building fund period! amazing, isn't it? before i started giving my building fund, i rarely went out with my frens to hang out after sch. did not even eat pizza hut with dem b4 i think. i oso did not buy birthday presents for my primary sch frens. i rarely hung out with dem too. lending $100 to other ppl is totally out of the ques of cox. and as for my psp, i've always shifted the idea of buying it. although deep in my heart i realli wanted it, i've nvr realli got the money to buy it and still have money to survive the rest of the month. however, we serve an amazing God yea? so far im on time to fulfill my pledges, and not onli that, but im also able to bless more ppl and even myself! i admit that the psp part was quite terrible and i realli had 2 scrimp and save for the rest of the month. but! i survived thru it didn't i? it's realli amazing when i think back of how reluctant i was to get all these things done before the building fund, yet i did it all in the midst the building fund! and through all these, my standard of living was not compromised so as to give to God, but was even raised to a higher standard than b4! i realli couldn't have had all these and survived till today if God did not work a miracle for me. so although my blessing did not come as a big hu ha, it came as i continued to sow. and i believe if i were to add up all the money i dared to spend compared to b4, it will be quite a big amount too. so Praise God for His ceaseless blessings in my life!