Friday, February 09, 2007
♥ 10:01 PM
i sat in for the release of o level results today. this experience really exposed me to the reality of life. since young, i've always did veri well for exams. and enjoyed getting back every one of my test results. i've always taken tests and exams relatively lightly and have never experienced how it feels to fear seeing result slips. cox it has nvr occurred to me dat myself, or anyone around me will ever do very badly. of cox, this fearless mindset of mine is attributed mostly to my pri sch education which im always the top 10%-15% in sch. and the people around me are always top scorers. one of my best friends in pri sch even scored 273 for PSLE and till now is the top student of xinmin sec. so whenever tests results are released, all i can hear and see are laughters and smiles. till today, after the teachers started giving out the result slips, i went to see how the sec 5s were doing. for the first time in my life i saw how disappointment looks like. it's the scariest thing one can ever experience. as i sat amongest them,looking at their disappointed faces, some with tears streaming down their cheeks, i felt so heartbroken. how i wish i could do something, just cry with them. but i was really lost for words. i had no idea how to deal with situations like these. my mind was blank the whole time. i've never felt or seen anything like this before. things around me, i often take dem for granted. be it good results, or opportunities. these people committed all their time and effort striving for the best, hoping for a miracle, yet this is wad they get. my heart goes all out to dem. i may not have suffered such setbacks in my education, but if this happens to me, i dun think i can be as strong as dem. so this post is dedicated to dem. thank you for letting me see another perspective of life. when there's a will, there's a way..dun give up!
