Monday, December 25, 2006
♥ 9:55 PM
im kinda glad dat this yr's finally coming 2 an end. cox honestly, it's not been a realli gd year 4 me. i mean i've experienced many blessings, and good things do happen at times. it's jux dat this year has been kind of an unlucky year 4 me. nth, and i mean NOTHING seems 2 have gone well at all. or at least e way i planned 4 it 2 be. all my prayer meetings, e badminton team, evengelism, and so on. and it jux happened this morning again. i realli dun get it! is it realli so difficult being at a place at a time when u've agreed 2 be dere in e first place!? it's not dat im blaming or angry or wad. it's jux dat these kinda things gets me veri frustrated u noe. i realli dun get e youths sometimes. how can they jux leave e situation dangling dere? nvr even give me a plan and disappear without a trace. call dem and they wun pick up. try everything 2 confirm but they wun give u an out right answer. and cox of dat im lost at wad 2 do oso! i have no idea where 2 go, where 2 meet, wad 2 do!! it's total waste of my time! youths think dat psing is veri normal and they take other ppl's time veri lightly. do u have any idea how many things i could have done while waiting aimlessly! it's like u urself noe u r suppose 2 be at tis place at tis time yet u arrange ur time in such a way dat it might affect e original plan. and u din even inform e person! it's sooo irresponsible! u noe i realli cant stand such ppl! if once or twice it's okie. but everytime!!! i realli wun dare 2 ask u out again man. it's like so scary la! and i totally agree with wad yanlin wrote in her blog dat time. dat when ppl turn up early, it's cox they respect ur time. but u! u turn up late and nvr even inform e person! is this e way u repay someone who come early cox they respect ur time!? they treasure e relationship!? i dun think so! how can u take other ppl's time so lightly? they dun even belong 2 u! and e least u can do is not 2 waste their time and give a reply asap! dun let ppl call u a million times and 5 hrs later u say u cannot make it! it's veri frustrating u noe!okie.. enuff of e complains. im sick of it too. this is so not me.. okie, so i met this new fren in usher today. his name is marshall. he kept saying i look like this gal called mikki. and die die oso want me 2 meet her. so he took me on a tour these 2 days 2 find mikki. but he ended up finding me instead. cox i was missing. hee! so he was like.. " u noe i was searching for u for 3 hrs yest!?" haha!! okie la, it was funny. but in e end i still din get 2 meet mikki. i think it's mission impossible. haha!
