Friday, December 01, 2006
♥ 9:47 PM
changed my blogskin. it jux caught my attention when i was browsing thru.. hee! changed my blog song too! hope u all like it! if dun like feel free 2 leave a tag.. and to xiaowei: too bad this blogskin can't leave comments oso. hee! okie.. so 4 those wondering how my friendly match went.. here it is! e whole team lost! haha!! we had no idea it was a national top 8 sch.. but i believe that i played my best and dat was enough. although after my match i realised dat all of their players were sec 2 and sec 1. hahaha!! kinda malu sia.. lose 2 lower sec. but it's okie! cox it was realli a fruitful day spent! firstly, while i was playing my match almost nobody cheered or clapped or encouraged me for e 1st set. and my score was 16-21. 2nd set i had no more stamina left.. cox my opponent like much taller so... i guess u get e picture.. hee! okie, so when my score was bout 13-18 with me lagging behind, i realli felt like giving up le. cox i see no point in playing anymore since im gonna lose anyway. and im realli tired and had no more stamina left. jux den, e boys had finished playing and all of a sudden i heard a loud applause.2 my surprise, it came from e boys! this realli pumped strength into my heart. and i felt much stronger with their encouragement! so it gave me e boost 2 catch up wif her till e score was 19-20!! which was even better than e previous set! so e game ended wif 19-21. and i still lost. but im realli happy and thankful 2 e boys for cheering 4 me! it realli gave me a purpose 2 play till my veri last bit. it kinda reminded me of my sec 1 and 2 days when e seniors were still around.. and another thing dat made my day worthwhile was dat after today, i made up my mind 2 train even harder than ever b4! no matter how hard's e training, im gonna tahan! this match realli spurred me to upgrade my skills. each and everyone of my strokes. if their sec 2 can do it, i can do it too!! and when i see dem next time, im gonna trash dem!!! it's not dat i dun like dem or anything. they r realli nice and fun ppl. but it's jux dat these 2 years i've almost given up on improving my skills and heck care le. it's like i've been having this mindset of "my skills are not bad le ma. it's jux sometimes off form, dat y cant win. so no nid keep trying 2 improve my skills le . jux perfect wad i have can le." but after this match im game 4 a renewal of my skills! im gonna train up a stronger smash, further lob, more stable drop, more confident netting, better footwork, and longer lasting stamina! i want a renewal of my skills!!!! i believe i have wad it takes 2 train up a storm! and im gonna give it all at next year's east zone! im not gonna back down, im not gonna give up cox God is the strength of my heart and my motivation forever!
