Monday, June 19, 2006
♥ 8:09 PM
lost my first match yest at e cheers age grp tournament=( veri disappointing match. cox i din lose 2 a player who was veri well skilled, instead i made too many mistakes. haix.. wad 2 say? too long nvr train le. but yest i was realli sad la. veri long nvr cry till so jia lat le. i tok on e phone bout like 1 hr in e toilet lo! too paiseh 2 come out. actually have second tots bout turning up 4 tday's match de. but den prayed yest nite and decided 2 juz go try. cannot let my opponent so easy get into next round! luckily my opponent today nvr come, so i no nid play den win le. dun realli feel happi bout it la.. but, it's okie. my next match will be on thurs 7pm. haix.. i dun like play at nite. it's like whole day so tired le den at nite got match..sianz! and my opponent is loke yun sheng!! argh!! she's a sba player! now i realli nid prayer!!! when i was sitting dere alone, nth 2 do, yet cant go home, cox nid do lineman duty, suddenly i remembered when e draws of this competition was out, i keep confessing 2 myself dat i will win loke yun sheng. a bit high ambitions la. but cox i wanted 2 say i can win my opponent den i remembered pastor always say muz dare 2 think big, think far, dun juz stop at a small achievement when u can achieve much more. so i keep confessing dat i will win not onli my opponent, but my next opponent which would be loke yun sheng if she wins her match. but surprisingly, she lost! i duno how, i duno y, but morning when i went 4 my match i saw her dere. i was a bit shocked la, but now dat i come 2 think of it, maybe this is all God planned de ba, 4 me 2 play against her. i've played wif her b4, when we were sec 1, but now she's much better. im realli praying dat this match will end up like my dunman high match. seemed impossible 2 win, but wif God all things r possible! if i knew my confession would come true den i should have said, loke yun sheng wun turn up 4 e match! haix.. but it's okie! if all this is God planned, i believe everything will turn out well! and and.. when i was sitting dere, i came up wif a new theory 2 make me less scared. hee hee! instead of my opponent being my obstruction, i am my opponent's obstruction! she have 2 get pass me first! i wun let her so easy get into next round de!