Tuesday, June 27, 2006
♥ 6:56 PM
sch reopen le.. sianzation happens again.. BUT! this term my seat has been shifted 2 e back of e class! whoo! bubu hen kai xin! and cox of my gd results last term, no teachers object! yay!! although back 2 sch days r veri dull and boring, im all pumped up by emerge 2 bring revival 2 my sch! and im currently reading e book titled faith by Dr Phil Pringle. Wow! it's a realli gd book! i get on fire each time i open e book.. it's like e best book i've ever read! muz thank bro ziwei 4 recommending this book.. and cox got discount, i onli bought it 4 $10!! cool sia! sch has been keeping me realli busy these days.. kinda not used 2 it=P first day of sch got COL(counsel of leaders) meeting.. woahx! realli add burden 2 me sia! got 2 campaigns 2 do.. handphone theft, misplacement of belongings and discipline in our cca grp. as most of u noe, my cca is slowly dying away. so of cox i not realli focussing on these things yet.. wanna get my players up and passionate bout e sport first. and im thinking of organising a prayer meet wif all e chc members in my sch this week. pray dat this time everything goes well. im kinda discouraged by e previous 2 prayer meets dat was cancelled due 2 e stupid attitude of some of e members. but i believe dat this time after e emerge conference those dat realli want revival 2 come will have e desire 2 pray le ba. those still dun wanna come 1, i oso heck care le. sch carnival's coming, mr njoo maybe want all e 3 sci rep sell stuff 4 e carnival, my class is involved wif games, and sports leaders i think involved wif e haunted hse. BUSY BUSY BUSY!! so now im sports leaders treasuerer, cca head, church sch ic, col. i realli thank God 4 all e leadership roles and e opportunity 2 influence others. but... i think 4 a bit too many le rite? hahha!! think i gonna be a little more organised from now on. dat's all 4 my daily life 4 now.. as 4 spiritually, im honing everyday on my guitar skills. my target is 2 experience Him each time i worship..so now my fingers r kinda sore and flat tipped.. hahha!! trying 2 at least read e Bible once everyday. and after much struggle throughout these months, my daily quiet time is finally getting on a regular basis..Praise e Lord! jux 4 ur info, i've been under some spiritual dry season since my last bangkok trip. and since den, my quiet time has either been veri dry or i jux dun feel like seeking e Lord at all. im glad now im finally enjoying doing my quiet time again. my next goal 4 my daily quiet time is 2 be strengthened after i finished doing my QT.. it was sth dat i always experienced when i used 2 do my QT. last time b4 i did my QT i can be realli tired. but once i end, i feel so refreshed i could stay awake e whole nite! Isaiah 40:30-32 says
But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. i've been doing a little bit of thinking these days. and i guess dat one of e things dat drew me closer 2 God was my badminton match. cox maybe i felt dat i jux cant play without God's strength, grace and presence with me. i wanna thank God 4 giving me such a WONDERFUL, FABULOUS CELL GRP!! thx 4 supporting, cheering, praying 4 me! love u guys! and 1 more person i wanna thank is geraldine..thx 4 being dere 4 me, sharing wif me God's work in ur life and encouraging me on my walk wif God. jux 2 let u noe i realli appreciate u sharing wif me about ur sis. cox ur sis's enthusiasm in seeking God realli challenged me a lot. and im serious when i said im jealous of u having such a wonderful sis. i really pray that u would follow ur sis's excellent example! thx 4 being such a hao hao sis 2 me! get well soon dine!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
♥ 9:10 PM
lost today's match.. but it was a gd fight=) bubu dun have any regrets! this time i din make much mistakes. juz hit out 2 shuttles. and my opponent oso faul 3 times. so it's quite okie la. except my smashing wasn't quite working. but e other strokes were fine. my footwork was okie. but nid somemore practice. overall e match was quite satisfying, cox i played till no more breath! serious! when second set, opponent got 18 points, i realli cannot run le. walking around e court like zombie like dat. but din realli give up la, got try 2 get e shuttles. when opponent got 20 points i realli battery flat le. den i juz anyhow hit back. den duno wad happen sia i got 1 point! den i was like.."huh!? how come i get 1 more point!? she should win le ma! haix.. nid 2 run somemore!" hahha!! a bit crazy 2 say dat rite? but from this i think can realli tell dat i realli cannot hold on le. this match although i lost, but it was a quite shiok match la..no regrets!
Monday, June 19, 2006
♥ 8:09 PM
lost my first match yest at e cheers age grp tournament=( veri disappointing match. cox i din lose 2 a player who was veri well skilled, instead i made too many mistakes. haix.. wad 2 say? too long nvr train le. but yest i was realli sad la. veri long nvr cry till so jia lat le. i tok on e phone bout like 1 hr in e toilet lo! too paiseh 2 come out. actually have second tots bout turning up 4 tday's match de. but den prayed yest nite and decided 2 juz go try. cannot let my opponent so easy get into next round! luckily my opponent today nvr come, so i no nid play den win le. dun realli feel happi bout it la.. but, it's okie. my next match will be on thurs 7pm. haix.. i dun like play at nite. it's like whole day so tired le den at nite got match..sianz! and my opponent is loke yun sheng!! argh!! she's a sba player! now i realli nid prayer!!! when i was sitting dere alone, nth 2 do, yet cant go home, cox nid do lineman duty, suddenly i remembered when e draws of this competition was out, i keep confessing 2 myself dat i will win loke yun sheng. a bit high ambitions la. but cox i wanted 2 say i can win my opponent den i remembered pastor always say muz dare 2 think big, think far, dun juz stop at a small achievement when u can achieve much more. so i keep confessing dat i will win not onli my opponent, but my next opponent which would be loke yun sheng if she wins her match. but surprisingly, she lost! i duno how, i duno y, but morning when i went 4 my match i saw her dere. i was a bit shocked la, but now dat i come 2 think of it, maybe this is all God planned de ba, 4 me 2 play against her. i've played wif her b4, when we were sec 1, but now she's much better. im realli praying dat this match will end up like my dunman high match. seemed impossible 2 win, but wif God all things r possible! if i knew my confession would come true den i should have said, loke yun sheng wun turn up 4 e match! haix.. but it's okie! if all this is God planned, i believe everything will turn out well! and and.. when i was sitting dere, i came up wif a new theory 2 make me less scared. hee hee! instead of my opponent being my obstruction, i am my opponent's obstruction! she have 2 get pass me first! i wun let her so easy get into next round de!