Saturday, March 25, 2006
♥ 9:18 PM
today morning went play badminton with yan lin's frenz den played quite vigurous. i suddenly have difficultly breathing den thomson went buy hot water 4 me. i used 2 have difficulty breathing when i played too vigurously but nvr this serious b4. so i suspect i got asthma. den after dat went cg n blading lessons den went church 4 pos meeting. chiong all e way dere den meeting cancelled. i was quite frustrated, coz i could have continued blading with dem den no nid waste $ take cab. but e gal when tell me smile smile at me den sounded veri sorry, so this kinda cheered me up. when reached home decided 2 tell mommy bout my asthma attack. den i told her i wanna go see doc, coz last time when i cant breathe nvr so serious b4. not only did she nvr immediately bring me downstairs 2 see doc, she told me," see, see, tell u dun drink so much cold drinks le!" den i tried 2 tell her dat my asthma was not becoz of drinking cold drinks but bcoz of intensive sports and it did not occur veri often. but she showed no intension of listening, so i juz agreed with wadeva she said n left her room. few mins later she came into my room and told me dat if i went 2 see a doc and doc says dat i got asthma, she would sell my dog. den i was shocked! as she continued saying, i tried 2 tell her dat e dog wun affect my condition. but she continued 2 try 2 bring her point accross, i started 2 cry and stayed silent. she den ended with"go downstairs see doc", den i replied "i dun wanna see doc le". she toked a bit more n left my room. at dat moment i tot 2 myself," wad's more important 2 her? my illness or selling my dog? if she realli cares, cant she bring me down 2 see a doc first? other things can talk some other time. y settle everything now? till in e end i did not even wanna see a doc." it's not i wanna be rebellious or duno wad is more important. but if my parents r gonna ask me 2 give up my dog or badminton it's definately a 100% NO!! this 2 things r 2 of e most important and precious things to me, taking dem away is equal to taking away my life. sometimes i realli pray dat my parents can have wisdom 2 take care of me n my sis. things dat r important n urgent they dun care, things dat r not as important they rush 2 settle dem...