it's chinese new year! nth much 2 do. coz onli got 1 hse 2 visit. my family is quite small n my mother's side family in malaysia. my father's side onli got 1 aunt n 1 uncle. so every year we juz gather at my ah ma hse.

this year my family watched movie everyday of cny. coz nth else 2 do. first day wacthed i not stupid 2. it's a veri nice show! bout generation gap between parents n their child n teachers n students. e part where it protrays e teacher wanting his students 2 do well but do not noe how 2 teach dem realli touched my heart.. coz my teacher is also sth like dat. i do not noe if she realli wants me 2 do well in my studies, but wad she is doing is definately forcing me 2 stop progressing. i might as well juz fail my english.

e first day of sch i went 2 sch telling myself this year i cannot be lazy anymore!! muz work hard!! so i put on a wide big smile n walked 2 sch. i juz sat down wif my class n eng HOD came over. she "commented" on my hair. her face... woahx.. dat look... buay tahan.. after she walked away, all i could think of is how 2 get back at her instead of how 2 make my hair more acceptable. if in e beginning she would come up 2 me, give me a smile n tell me politely dat ,my hairstyle nids a bit of adjustment, maybe i would feel guilty n becoz her politeness try 2 change my hirstyle. i mean, she juz walk up 2 me n pull my hair lo! if anybody is gonna ask u 2 do anything n they juz pull u n stare at u, would u even consider doing wad they asked? dere was once i was at e food court. i brought my dog along n was juz gonna packet sth home. when i placed my order, e cleaner behind me said," halo! u noe u cannot bring pets in or not!?" luckily i managed 2 force out a smile n told him politely dat i was juz gonna packet sth instead of scolding him back or walking out of e food court. i was thinking, couldn't he say excuse me instead of halo? im e customer leh! things like dat realli piss me off. all they nid is juz 2 give me a smile n ask politely. den i would gladly do wadeva they asked. it's not as if i im not open 2 suggestions. e worse thing is dat e way they asked me left a deep impression in my heart n next time if they asked me 2 do anything, i would remember how they treated me b4.

wad 4 make ur life n other's lives so miserable when u can juz give a smile? nvr underestimate e power of a smile. it can change somebody's life! carry a smile whenever u can n those around u would be blessed=)

wanted 2 share this today after service de but din go 4 service. so decided 2 write it here. mon my badminton team went 4 our first match 4 e inter sch competition. since sec 1 i was trained 2 play singles n rarely played doubles. but my teacher wanted 2 strong doubles, so i was transfered 2 doubles. he gave me 2 choices 4 my partner. intinially i was suppose 2 partner A but she did not come 4 most trainings during sch holidays, whereas partner B came 4 almost all e trainings n is veri passionate bout badm. i decided 2 partner B as i felt dat she deserved 2 play. but after e training b4 our match, i felt sth weird inside of me. juz den, e team capt. called me n told me dat A wanted 2 back out of e team. A is a gd player wif powerful strokes n is quite an important player 2 e team. it's juz dat she cant serve well n as we did not train much, dere was communication problem between us. 2 retain A in e team, i decided 2 partner her 4 mon's match aginst dunman high(1 of e top sch's) our percentage of winning against this sch was close 2 zero!! my confidence 4 this match was -1!! coz i dun really play doubles n my experience wif either 1 of my partners is oso veri low.

e day b4 e match pastor preached bout confession. it was not a veri impacting kinda msg but during dat service, i was touched by e Holy Spirit n dat feeling juz stayed wif me throughout. dat night i prayed 2 God asking Him 2 strengthen e team if each player would say " im strong!" 3 times b4 her match. e next morning, my sch had hymn singing. so i prayed again. i asked God 4 a confirmation in today's hymn. n behold! e first line of e hymn was.." u are my strength when i am weak" i was overjoyed!!

during e match, i gathered e team n told dem all bout dat prayer n dat morning's confirmation from God. i duno if they said it, but during my match, i kept confessing, "im strong!" n kept telling my partner" u r strong!" for e 1st set, i was practically fooling in e court. coz xiangcen told me since chances not high might as well enjoy e game. so first set we lost 15- 6.

second set, in e beginning i was having fun too.. but towards e end, surprisingly, we managed 2 pull e score veri close. so i decided 2 be a little more serious. n we won e 2nd set!!! 15-12!!! so it all goes down 2 e last set...

actually i was satisfied le. coz none of my sch players won even 1 set. so in e beginning i din hold high hopes as i was afraid i might lose n would be veri discouraged. we were lagging quite behind, e score was sth like 9-4. but we managed 2 catch up till we lead by 1 point! 11-10!!! i kept saying," im strong!!" " u r strong!!" " we will win!!" from behind me i could hear e schs saying.." she's crazy" or " siao!" all of a sudden i remembered wad e bible said..when u carry out acts of faith, ppl will mock at u. den i tot 2 myself, it's like everything's going in place. first i get a visit from e Holy Spirit, den a confirmation from God, i carry it out, n i get mocked. following dat would be.. i would be victorious if i would hold on 2 His word!! so i believed n kept on confessing!!! e score was.. 14-13.. opponent leading.. they nid 1 point 2 win.. it was my service. if i lost dat serve, opponent would have 2 services n most probably win. i served.. they hit a high shuttle back 2 my partner.. my partner missed e shuttle!.. it hit e tip of her racket..e shuttle landed on e net!!!..for 2 seconds... all eyes were on dat shuttle..seeing which side it would drop 2..it tilted 2 my court..n it dropped!!! TO THE OPPONENT'S SIDE!!!!! i shouted," hallelujah!!!"

now e score was 14-14!! duce! after dat shuttle, we lost our serve n our opponent gained 1 point. so it was 15-14.. we had a few service over n eventually we won!! wif a score of 6-15 15-12 17-16!!!! e whole team rejoiced n it was a great accomplishment 4 me as i had been losing 4 e past 2 yrs. and this time wif God, i won a seeded sch!!!

our God is truely a God dat can turn every situation around!!! he can turn a 0% to a 100%!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!


to my beloved angel; here r my WANTS:

- a bigger cross than wad i have now
-a converse jacket (green colour de)
-a new badminton racket( i forgot wad is its name.. will update later)
-an mp3 player
-e relationship book by rob thomson
-hair spray
-some nice vcds
-a new bible
-change my watch's strap( pls come n claim my watch from me=P)
-new set of guitar strings
-shirt
-socks
-bookmark
-water bottle
-cap
-to noe who r u so i can win e big prize!!!



lucky & casper! 


hahaha!!! 


happie happie happie!!! 


y all so busy on e phone? 


woahx! 1 pin left! 


omg! 


aiya! wasted! 


donny got pattern 1 sia XD 


jia you! 


olenju 


kelvin 


ray of light! 


me & bro ziwei 


me & my precious little baby 

sad 2 say bu bu wun be blogging soon ='( coz bu bu emotionally unbalance.. not in e mood 2 blog. actually worse than dat, bu bu recently veri bad mood. dun even have mood 2 play badminton.. so u all noe how bad it is.

pls continue 2 keep little bu bu here in ur prayers. bu bu REALLY nid it veri much!


yest pastor kong preached bout lot's wife becoming a pillar of salt when she looked back. duno y this this keeps chanting in my mind. den when i think back on last yr i kept thinking dat i will become a pillar of salt =P HAHAHAHA!! anyways.. i went training today. den pulled my thigh muscle while playing doubles. woahx! e pain was.. duno how 2 describe oso. like veri suan feeling but pain den like cant move like dat. somemore onli first set den we were leading. i remembered wad pastor kong shared bout when he was on e plane wif dat terribly sick lady. so i kept praying for God 2 heal me. n surprisingly we managed 2 play both sets n we won! lots of shuttles were won by services (means when first hit e shuttle 2 opponent den opponent cant get.. hee!) so i din have 2 run much. but still my thigh veri pain. n now e pain transfer 2 my whole right leg. all e way from my waist downwards. den tml got sch nid climb stairs. so pls pls pray 4 me!!!

bubu finally set up blog ler!! yay!! this is big breakthru for bubu coz bubu no like tok bout her life de..bubu will try 2 update as much as possible. Hope u all enjoy!

here wishing all of u a blessed 2006!!!!

Calista
Bubu
City Harvest Church E449
Usher Ministry G3S4
Tpjc 08S07
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