Monday, February 01, 2010
♥ 10:30 PM
I believe that humans can never compare to dogs. Sometimes i wonder why did God choose humans. We're so selfish, and all those awful stuff. But dogs are just so amazing. they cant even speak and yet they teach us so much about loyalty, faithfulness, and obedience. and they DONT EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN. How many of us can actually do that? Since young im just so amazed by the loyalty of dogs that's why i've always wanted one. Actually, it's them who first taught me loyalty and commitment to a person. And i believe the character they display is very much like God's.
i watched the movie "Hachiko" and it just reminds me how God is ALWAYS WAITING for us. sometimes even when it seems like we're never going to go back to Him, He will still faithfully and patiently wait for us, hoping that we will return. Hachiko waited till his very last breath for his person to return. Jesus also died so that one day, maybe we will finally realise that there's somebody who has been waiting for us all His life, and maybe we will return to Him. In the movie, there was a part when some people said that the professor chose a very good dog. But then someone else said," the professor did not choose him. Hachiko chose the professor." isn't that in the Bible? John 15:16 You did not choose me, but I chose you..
He personally chose each and every one of us. even though we may never know, or may never return to Him, like Hachiko, He will wait. He will always be waiting for our return. Because that's what He's living for.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
♥ 11:44 PM
I WANT TO SING
UNTIL I AM LOST IN YOUR LOVE
TILL I'M FOUND IN YOUR PRESENCE
WORSHIPPING BEFORE YOUR THRONE
MOVE BY YOUR SPIRIT
ENTERING INTO YOUR FLOW
HOW PRECIOUS THIS MOMENT
LORD I WANT YOU TO KNOW
IT'S YOU, YOU WHO HAVE WON MY HEART
TAKEN ME INTO YOUR ARMS
COMFORTED ME LIKE A FRIEND
YOUR LOVE
SURROUNDED ME FROM THE START
I NEVER WANT TO BE APART
FROM YOU EVER AGAIN
Saturday, January 30, 2010
♥ 9:30 PM
i think it's going to be a hard hard road down working. bleh. more patience, more acceptance. GOD!!! HELP ME! vulgarities, smoking, clubbing.... oh man....
Thursday, January 28, 2010
♥ 9:37 PM
Whoo! I love shopping! for now. HAHAHA!
Went shopping with sheryl the past two days. ooh.. i just realised sheryl's name is very close to jeryl. haha! anw, it's been like forever since i last shopped and i gotta say," I FEEL LIBERATED!" hahahahaha! I've never bought so many awesome stuff in 2 days before. spent like $300? there goes my tuition fees. lol. anw, i bought two shoes, 1 black converse for work, and 1 damn cute Vans. Finally bought my new year clothes. kinda low but interesting and cool(: and this is the 1st time in my life i wanted to buy like 4 shoes in a row!!! it's so difficult to hold it back once the urge is there. bleh~ apart from the 2 above, there's this limited edition converse which is SUPER NICE! but it's $170+ (which i dont mind buying if i can wear for work) then there's this "this is not a shoe" which is WHOO! that, im gonna buy. but not now. hee hee. oh oh!! and i G Masked my iPhone so now it's AWESOME. Whee~
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
♥ 2:14 PM
oh! I left out one very important other thing. i really like my job cox the environment is really sth special and different. something like a church environment. not that there are a lot of christians there, but everybody is very encouraging and helpful and polite and all those stuff. Something that was really unexpected was when my instructor asked us to do role play yesterday, she told us," dont do everything correctly in your role playing. cox if you guys are all perfect, the rest of us cannot learn anything cox there's nth to talk about." she encouraged us to make mistakes! initially in my head i was like," bleh. i dont like role playing." but after she said that, i thought it was quite fun to purposely make mistakes so that we can all enjoy and have fun(: I really like the stress-free environment of a theme park. plus while we were doing the role play, some of it didn't seem that good but the instructor just kept saying," there's a lot of good in that!" and she picked out all the little good points that may have seemed insignificant in the eyes of others, but as she elaborated, there is really a lot of good in it!
And there's one more part. working there feels like holiday! when im in e park, i forget that im still in singapore! HAHA! cox everybody talks so much! it's like you dont even know the person but you can just talk casually to them as if they are your friends. that's so not singaporean. hahahaha!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
♥ 10:32 PM
Oh my goodness!!!! I TOTALLY LOVE MY JOB!!!
i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it. i love it!!!!!
I wouldn't have been able to say that if it's just for the money. I love everything about it! the fact that i get paid to play in the park, that i get to work with people who are ALWAYS happy and funny, that i get free passes and discounts, that i get to witness the construction of the theme park, that i get to be the first to watch the shows and eat in the restaurants, that i get free lunch (although it's not really nice). You know what's the most awesome thing!!!!! im working in an environment where every kid in the universe is dreaming of!!! come on man! here, shrek, woody woodpecker, kung fu panda is literally "alive"! you get to do the "move it" dance with King Julian as if he popped out of Madagascar! It feels like being in the cartoon show! Whoo~ I LOVE MY JOB!
It's like, as a kid we've all dreamed of the day when our favorite cartoon characters would come alive and talk to us or befriend us face to face. And here, it's the closest thing you can get to that on earth. cox they really take on their character and behaviour and personally ect. It's like a dream come true! and every kid loves to live in a world where they are always treated like royalty, where everybody puts them first, where there's a fast food restaurant at every corner, where every day it's just play and more play!! Whoo!! I love my life!
okay, enough fantasy, back to the real world, which is still the same!! wahahahaha!!
okay, let me clarify that they did not feed me any potion or serum to brainwash me (although they do have a potion stall) hee hee
Sunday, January 17, 2010
♥ 12:25 AM
Oh man! i cant believe what a wonderful day this is! I feel ALIVE all of a sudden!
HAHAHAHAHA!
This is so exciting! Cant wait to know the location. But more importantly, i cant wait to have a place that belongs to us. Just finished reading the very first building project in the Bible last week and I'm just so pumped up now to build His house!
I like the old church website. cox before entering the site they will show some pictures of the church building and there will be this short song. and i'll always remember the line," This is the house of God!"
Friday, January 15, 2010
♥ 12:15 PM
Luke 12:48
But he who did not know, yet committed things deserving of stripes, shall be beaten with few. For everyone to whom much is given, from him much will be required; and to whom much has been committed, of him they will ask the more.
This is why sometimes i feel that there is a good side to having lesser than others. cox if you have lesser, less will be expected of you. well, this can expand up to every single area. A very pratical example, there is a greater risk of a worship leader falling into pride as compared to a choir member right?
Recently this thing has always been on my mind. Being encouraging and edifying in the things we say. Im not saying that we say things to please people, to make them happy, but rather e things that we say that make people go," wow, you have a point" and they will feel encouraged by what you've said. I really cant emphasize more on how important i feel that words are. They literally bring life or death. A careless word spoken without the intention to kill, could destroy one's dreams. What more to say of a deliberate word to destroy it? I feel that this is all the more true and important for knowledgeable people and people who are being held in high esteem. Actually, as i read the Bible, I realise how foolish humans can be. Time and time again it asks us to talk less and do more. Best if we dont talk at all. and yet till today we talk so much. HAHA. But really, I cant find a better way to explain this than the Bible.
Proverbs 10:19
The more talk, the less truth; the wise measure their words.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
♥ 11:58 PM
I want to LOVE everybody in my life. I really do. I want to enjoy every moment i spend with everybody as if they are angels. I want to be appreciative of every little thing even when im having a bad day. I want to be able to hear joy from every song. I want to find affirmation in every spoken word. I want to feel acceptance from every action. I want to trust and be trusted for every decision although i may be reckless at times.
I want to live life not doubting nor judging but seeing the good in every part of it
Lord, teach me how
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
♥ 11:45 AM
despite trying very hard to be sociable, i think im still anti-social. haha. I dont know if it's wrong to feel this way, but i think im unlike normal human beings. haha. or at least those of my age? recently i met this new friend and she told me," I cant believe you dont go clubbing. People of your age love to club." but really, im just not drawn to humans, to be more specific, i dont like large crowds. sounds oxymoron to be coming from someone from a big church yea? haha. that's why God is so funny. anw, i strongly think that this is the result of my no-profile sec school life. proves how important is e process of growing up and how it can affect and change a person. okay, i like small people. like myself!
anw, this post was just me being random cox im bored.
Friday, January 08, 2010
♥ 12:09 AM
It's so amazing to see how things work e same way even if they are years apart. i feel like a prophet now. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! this is so fun!
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
♥ 12:24 PM
i was just reading pastor phil's daily devotions and this caught my eye.Proverbs 4:25
Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you.You cant walk or plan your course looking sideways at how others are running, or looking back letting the past ruin your present and your future.
Monday, January 04, 2010
♥ 9:36 PM
well, since it's the start of a new year, it's always good to go back to the very beginning. I just feel that knowing the purpose of the things that we're meant to do is so important. For one very important fact, it helps keep us humble.
I think I really need to re-evaluate my life.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
♥ 12:21 AM
looking forward to start my job. feeling dead tired now. hoping that 6am does not come too soon. need to sleep now. sayonara!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
♥ 12:01 AM
I think that burdens are good. provided they come from God. cox they give you a direction in life. shows you in a strong and certain way where your heart is really leading you. and Godly fear is good. but humans just have this one weakness of forgetfulness which draws us away from God or take Him for granted.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
♥ 9:59 PM
I think there wouldn't be testimony for cg on fri, so i shall type it here(:
GOD IS GOOD MAN! no no, good was an understatement. He is unexplainably AWESOME! He's so right! it's indeed been awhile! initially i thought He meant that it's been awhile since i trusted him in this manner. But trust me on this.. there is a level of faith that will blow open the windows of heaven over your life and POUR blessings like a tsunami! yes! it's indeed been awhile since the reality of God hit me in the head like a building fell on me! whee!! i really can't thank Him enough for the things He has done for me.
1) Thank you for the iphone!
2) Thank you for the iphone plan
3) Thank you for the tuition job that pays $20 per hour
4) Thank you for another tuition job that pays $25 per hour
5) Thank you for the universal studios that pays $10 per hour!!!!
This is awesome!! now, let me tell you guys what happened. today i received a call from victor telling me of another tuition assignment for sec sch sci and it starts this sat. so of cox i took it and it pays $25 per hour. so that's great! then later in the afternoon (Thank God i wasn't having my usual afternoon nap), an unknown number called and asked if i was calista. turns out it was from universal studios. so of cox before anything i asked for the pay and the kind lady said $6.50. so of cox, i hesitated. cox it's super far and it's not really worth it for the money considering i could do relief teaching in a sch and earn much more than that. So i told her i'd consider and get back to her, and i got back to watching my korean show. a few minutes later, she called again. i thought she was gonna ask me for a reply now. but to my amazingly delightful surprise, she apologised for having quoted the wrong pay and she said it's $10 per hour! IMMEDIATELY i said i'll take the job!
Is this awesome or what!!! whoo~ and guess what, i have a feeling that this is not the end. There's more to come. i believe that it'll continue to come until i cannot handle it and it flows over to all those around me! that's the kind of abundance i wanna live in!
Malachi 3:10
Bring all the tithes into the storehouse, That there may be food in My house, And try Me now in this,” Says the LORD of hosts, “ If I will not open for you the windows of heaven And pour out for you such blessing That there will not be room enough to receive it.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
♥ 4:13 PM
I'm just so glad that prom is over. phew! i suddenly feel that my heart is very heavy for i dont know what. maybe cox it gained weight? Anw, sometimes it just feels so weird. i kinda hate it when i do things out of habit. but some habits are just hard to kick. yet i feel awkward cox it's merely going through the motions. this is retarded...
Monday, December 07, 2009
♥ 4:05 PM
this post was supposed to be due on sat but i was too tired so.. heck la. HAHA! sleep's more important.
welcome to my world my new friend! Whee~ this is real real awesome! and smsing on this thing is kinda addictive. HAHA. Thank God for free unlimited smses! okay, i need money now! so jobs, interviews, tuition, you better come to me! Wahahaha! i'm dreading wednesday... bye bye
Thursday, December 03, 2009
♥ 12:59 AM
to think that just a month ago i was filled with thoughts of retaining and failing cox it just seemed so impossible that i can even survive the A levels given the state my results are in. and now im just a few hours away to freedom, a few hours away from finishing what i've started for 45 cents of bus fare two years ago. why am i still here typing away? cox i've been sleeping late these few days and it's kinda difficult to fall asleep now. anw, thinking back at what's happened these 2 months, i'm really lost for words at His grace upon my life. I dont really know how to explain it, but it's so obvious to me that, duh! it's not me, but it's all Him. it has always been Him.
No matter what's my result, it doesn't matter anymore. That's not very important anyway. at least it's not the most important. haha. the most i'll just go open mama shop. anybody wanna join me? HAHA! okay. i'm going to try to sleep. and enjoy tomorrow! Whoo~ you know what? actually something that i really wanna do, i wanna enjoy every day of my life!
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
♥ 12:04 PM
came across this on facebook and found it kind of interesting. i call it sheryl's dream life.
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.
I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you
worried or upset.
I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again.
I want to live simple again. I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness, and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So . . . here's my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my bank statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.
And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first, cause........
......“Tag! You're it.“
(Author Unknown but much appreciated)
